They make you feel so happy
in your sad, miserable life
and you wish you could try them
and just take few
you only have those few options
to be happy
one bang
on the ground
two shots
in your head
three strikes
in your neck wrist and heart
four swallows
and the tears
You can lay it on the table
and stare at it
or convince yourself
that its not worth it
maybe they shouldve left earlier
then youd already be on the ground
in a pool of blood
and a sheet of paper
next to your head
titled: "in a happy place"
and subtitled "which isnt called earth"
then everything would be simple
and everybody would be happy
cause youre gone
and all thats left is
a sheet of paper
an empty room
a pool of blood
a cold body
and a ****** knife
with an empty pill bottle next to it
But they didnt leave earlier
like you wanted
and now its your decision to make
hopefully you choose the one
with the least suffering
because your main decision is already chosen
it always has been