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Anamarie Dec 2012
He is so kind,
I wanted him to be mine.
But now that you're gone,
I find it hard to move on.

Is it bad that I long for you?
What else should I do?
I'm your Sally Hayes,
the one you pushed away.

Maybe I'd be better on my own,
instead of running from home to home.
The world is far to cold,
to trust anyone who's far too bold.

The right one will come along,
but I have waited far too long.
I don't care if you can't offer more,
I need you behind closed doors.
Anamarie Dec 2012
Things, at times, are so much simpler than we make them.

Sometimes, he doesn't love you.
Sometimes, we cry.
Sometimes, he won't stay.

Sometimes, he does love you.
Sometimes, it was just a good day.
Sometimes, he is going to stay.

We can't explain everything.  We lose what we want and stumble upon better.
We question and wonder, but this doesn't mean that you have some complex disorder that will change your life.   You don't need anything more than to know that things just happen.
Anamarie Dec 2012
I've been crazy,
since the day I was born.
A little lazy,
and always torn.
But it's okay,
I'll succeed anyway.

You say I can be happy on my own,
that I am just phony who never picks up the phone,
but I refuse to believe that tonight.

I only know who I want to be,
I don't know who I am
it's getting hard to see.
It's two a.m.,
still won't answer the phone,
he calls but I'm not alone.

I crave your bitter honesty,
how you drown in every insecurity,  
you are the only one I know who scares me.

I'm a friend you say,
but one you can't tell anything to.
You push me away,
then blame me through and through.
You trusted her more,
then she threw your secrets out the door.

Hold me oh so tight,
please I don't want to fight.
I know you hate me and I can't see you anymore.

I've never cared for someone like you,
I hate the way you criticize me for what you do.
Go back to the one you love,
you don't care enough to leave.
Go live your life,
forget about this temporary bliss.  

Unrequited love is such a bore.
Anamarie Sep 2012
I've felt so much, for so many
Where do you go?
To face your mistakes
Where do you go,
when you feel empty
How do you know,
who you wanna be?
Who is this "me"?
Anamarie May 2012
Are you done crying,
looking for pity?
Are you done lying,
cause you'll get none from me?
I'm done wasting my time,
on a girl who says she's in her prime.
Anamarie May 2012
It was over,
before it even started.

You wanted more,
I was an abonmination to the plan.

I was no beauty queen,
just an eye sore.

Thought it would be better;
it was worse then before.

Now I am sure we'll be friends again,
but for now I don't give a ****.

******* one over;
the other wants an arrow through my head.

Thought I'd always have two friends;
ended up with none instead.

He still loves me;
he hates me more.

He acts like I'm posion;
they say hes begging for more.

Now I'm just bored with this nonsense;
gotta start over again.

I want someone to impress me,
make me feel more than ever before.

Be a challenge,
make me want more.

For now I gotta cool down,
take a break from it all.

Maybe to rise,
we all have to fall.
Anamarie May 2012
Sometimes lies seem to linger,
I cannot help but wonder what was true.
I traced your outline with my fingers,
where has my sanity gone?

I hope you forgive,
my reckless heart.
I hope you live,
without the regrets I face.

What was your name?
All I can picture is your hands.
I wallow in shame,
these problems I create.
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