I'll never find,
a waste of time,
that distracts me enough,
to get you off my mind.

I'll never cry,
nor will I die,
for if I ever did,
to many chances would slip by.

I'll never run,
or become undone,
because I will show you,
my plans are not overdone.

I'm guilty,
that I'm addicted to your secrets.
I'm guilty,
that I'm addicted to your lies.

I'm guilty,
that I'm so addicted to his eyes.
I'm guilty,
but I won't admit it deep down inside.

For Elijah:
So I posted my HelloPoetry on Twitter,
So I could get it all out and not be bitter.

I thought that lack of interest would pave the way,
but to my dismay I found out it was viewed one-day.

Once I found out it had all been read,
it made me want to cry and hide under my bed.

But then why did I post it all along?
For people to read, therefore I must not act like it was wrong.

I’ll never let you go,

seems like words that always turn into a lie.



Consuming hopes and dreams,

what a massive waste of time.



Living on questions,

wonder what’s wrong.



Fate is elegant,

cruel and plans appear to not belong.

Somehow this world is always trying,

to destroy something so strong.

When falling leaves turn to dust,

when hope is strung out far too long.

When you forget the simplest things,

when you no longer think of yourself as strong.



Think of when I held your hand,

ever so tight.

Through all the hints of jealousy,

anger and most of all spite.





You must turn your head to the future,

when hearts are broken from words unspoken.



I loved you then like I love you now,

But love has such a loose meaning to you.

Who are you?

I can’t breathe.

This new you has taken a hold of me.


I am the only one to see,

the truth behind your lies.

I am the only one to see,

The heart you have hidden in side



They talk about you,

about what you do,

about what you say

don’t walk away.

Been so long since I’ve glanced your way,

maybe that was my mistake.



You’ve always been by my-side,

making those tears  break.



Laughing and smiling,

always fun and games.



Thought friends was all we’d ever be,

but I guess I was wrong.



Ever so wrong.,

mistaken all along.