Anabelle Rahardja: Poems

May 2013 · 1.8k

Tired

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Tired

Everyday, tired, tired, tired
Face all people whatever
That's part of middle school
of growing up

Hahaha, How funny

May 2013 · 1.8k

Satisfaction

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Satisfaction

Satisfaction is desire of one own's
and proud of one own's actions
It could be even appreciating the smallest gifts
Just accept it okay
Nowadays, satisfaction can be anything
from science and technology
from friends and teachers
environment
The most important thing is to be healthy
If you're rich, but not healthy, there's no use to it

May 2013 · 3.2k

Independent Woman

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Independent Woman

Independent Woman
I don't need a man
We can do it
Earn money by yourself

May 2013 · 2.0k

Growing Up

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Growing Up

Growing up,
The journey started,
Ever since middle school
When I was 11 years old
Immature and Self Conscious
I was really chubby and my face were full of pimples/acne
Worrying what other people thought of me
I'm still confused what I want to be when I grew up
An art teacher, a fashion designer, interior designer
I don't really know, honestly. Confused.
I became more of a tomboy, less of a girly
It was really devastating and tough at that time.
It ****** and stinked.
I had to take responsibility, independence, and
Taking care of myself, loving myself no matter what circumstances
Until high school
When I was 16 years old
I got freedom
I could where whatever I wanted
But, it had to be appropriate for school
I wore short skirts
I became more girly, less a tomboy.
I grew out of it, I grew up.
I was happy, confident and responsible
I experienced great things, more than I could've ever imagined.
People come and go, but memories stay forever
I loved it
It still is until now
I can't believe it
I think that I want to be a poet
When I grow up.
Suddenly, I had the urge and the courage to write poetry.
Which I have to deal with
That was the end.
Then, I could have my life back
Finally, I moved on from being a girl to an independent woman.

May 2013 · 1.8k

Hey, Beautiful

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Hey, Beautiful

You're not those stereotypes
That you get teased and called every single day
Every single second
Every single hour
Every single minute
Every single days
Every single month
You're beautiful
Just the way you are
Regardless of those stereotypes
Hipster, Nerd, Fat, Skinny, Geek, ****, etc...
The list goes on and on and on .....
I'm done with you
I'm gonna move on
Who do you think I really am?
Yeah....

May 2013 · 483

Beneath You're BEAUTIFUL

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Beneath You're BEAUTIFUL

Beneath You're BEAUTIFUL
There's a soul and a song that say this
into your heart
you should listen to it over and over again

Never give up
Keep listening to it over and over again
Until you get the hang of it
Until it becomes your habit

It's up to you to show it.

May 2013 · 2.8k

Wallflower

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Wallflower

Wallflower, nature, beautiful
A Southern European plant of the cabbage family,
with fragrant yellow orange-red, dark red, or brown flowers,
cultivated for its early spring blooming.

Wallflower, a gift of nature
Presence of it makes it really amazing
Everlasting, Delightful, Outstanding
Peace, making the environment calmer

Wallflower, shy, awkward
Imagine you're at a dance party
Whole lot of other people dancing on the dance floor
You are at the corner of the room, excluded

How would you feel
Angry, agitated, enraged , out of control
I would also feel that
So, don't be a wallflower!

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May 2013 · 443

Poetry Is My Thing

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Poetry Is My Thing

Poetry, poetry, poetry
literary work in which special intensity is given to the expression of feelings
I don't care what other people say about me
They're not who I am
But I don't want to be in their little business
I say what I feel through writing poetry
Because Poetry is My Thing
I love to write poetry
I want to be a poet
Maybe that's my dream
I also want to be an interior designer
But I don't really know
I'll have to find out about it
My dad used to said that I was good with colors
I will keep writing poetry
The treasure of me
In my middle school years

May 2013 · 560

The Other Half of Me

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

The Other Half of Me

Maybe, I don't know but
I just hope the best for my future
At school, I may be an ordinary teenage girl
Bad tempered, bad attitude, bad emotion
Bad tempered becomes my habit
Bad attitude exists within me
Bad emotions identifies me
Right now is very disturbing
But in the next few years, all that may have changed
But sometimes, I chuckle and laugh
Because there's this other side of me
That's really beautiful and happy
It's not at school, where I'm surrounded with ordinary teenagers
It's at home, in the mall, everywhere else I go
I'll survive whatever circumstances I have to face right now

May 2013 · 538

Beauty

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Beauty

Beauty is not seen within the outside
It's from the inside
Deep within the soul
Most teenagers tend to see the beauty
within the outside, the appearance
How they look like
Not the inside
That's why most teenagers don't really have great friends
Who care for them and really loves them just the way they are
Without any excuses, or anything
Real friends are the ones that accept you for whatever you are
Fake friends does the opposite
How hurt my heart is right now
No, no I gotta be strong
I gotta put my hands up
I just have to ignore everything around me
And believe in myself, that whatever I am
I am beautiful, healthy, and happy
Right here right now.

May 2013 · 534

High School

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

High School

I am going to grow out of this really
irritating and unpredictable years of my life
Everything's going to be way way way better

May 2013 · 2.9k

Embarassment

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Embarassment

How great is the middle school years
I just want this year to end
Dealing with puberty
Wearing glasses
Being called "fat"
Having pimples
Everything is just so devastating
I just don't know how to deal with it
How can I even go abroad?

May 2013 · 402

You're Not Alone

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

You're Not Alone

Don't worry you're not alone
Baby those days are gone
I promise you it will get better
You gotta keep moving on
Don't run away
You gotta keep it real for yourself
Don't do it for anybody else
Do it for yourself
I know it's hard
Girl I know,
Yeah I know
Sometimes I just don't get it
And I don't know why
Sometimes I'm feeling so low
And I gotta mantain
Pain makes you hide
But you'll get through this
We'll get through it together
Stay tall, Stay Strong

May 2013 · 534

Love Again

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Love Again

what does it mean to love again?
do you think?
I don't know
well, it's that kind of feeling you get
intense feeling of deep affection
to someone or even something
But, there will also be fights and laughter
of unnecessary arguments and
silly ***** actions

May 2013 · 1.4k

Socialiaze

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Socialiaze

Nowadays, we all have everything
Laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
But what we don't use
Is our own human body
That God created
Isn't that pitiful?
A waste of time
I just want to point out that
we are all human kinds human beings
who also need to socialize with others
do other things
talk with others
play with others
balance everything between your socializing,
laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
To those people who still think
laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
are the priorities in your life
and you can't live without them then
stop reading this.
Thank You.
Goodnight.

May 2013 · 733

Falling To Pieces

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Falling To Pieces

You never know do you?
Don't you get that feeling?
Where you think you're walking
Working all day and all night
Everyday with no motivation at all
Unhappiness, Awkwardness and Stressfulness
But never moving forward
While the others are already at the end of the finish line
You're still at the start of the line
Still alive but I'm barely breathing
Next thing I know I'm falling to pieces
What am I going to do when I'm all
choked up and you're okay
When the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces
Brokenhearted, Loneliness, Heartbreak
I'm gonna get a heart attack soon
And going to die slowly
I let all of this happen
I let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break myself
I've learnt the hard way
to never let it get that far
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
I am afraid
I lose my ways
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness
I'm forced to fake a smile everyday of my life
my heart can't possibly break
I learn to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
But, I'll move on, stay strong and move forward
I don't need those silly boys
I don't need a man
I can live by myself and
I don't need any friends
Forget about them
They're not worth my time at all
I can do it
I am strong
I should , I should just move on
Get on back with my life.

May 2013 · 1.2k

Survival

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Survival

Survival
Trying to survive
In whatever circumstances
May be challenging but yet exciting at times

May 2013 · 1.1k

Just 2 and a Half More Weeks

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Just 2 and a Half More Weeks

Let me start it this way
It all started in grade 8
How devastating this is
To be in a situation like this

Names, names, whatever
I don't really care
what other people say about me
Stereotypes

Right now life just ***** and stinks
It's normal
It's just like the ****** of my life
Everything's going to be alright and better

May 2013 · 424

Depression

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Depression

Depression is when
you don't feel anything around you
even a single laugh

or a single touch
or a single smell
or a single taste
or a single feel

it seems like you're in another world
where innocence strikes back at you
That's when it's Depression
When you're at your worst

You don't care anymore about anything or anyone
all you think about is how ridiculous everything is and why do
I even want to be in this unfriendly world
I'm sorry to be so depressed
and out of control about everything

But you have to understand that's just the way I am
Don't worry, I'll get there
It just takes time, Be patient.
Thank You.

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