Anabelle Rahardja

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Nowadays, we all have everything
Laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
But what we don't use
Is our own human body
That God created
Isn't that pitiful?
A waste of time
I just want to point out that
we are all human kinds human beings
who also need to socialize with others
do other things
talk with others
play with others
balance everything between your socializing,
laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
To those people who still think
laptops, handphones, cameras, science, technology
are the priorities in your life
and you can't live without them then
stop reading this.
Thank You.
Goodnight.

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Falling To Pieces

You never know do you?
Don't you get that feeling?
Where you think you're walking
Working all day and all night
Everyday with no motivation at all
Unhappiness, Awkwardness and Stressfulness
But never moving forward
While the others are already at the end of the finish line
You're still at the start of the line
Still alive but I'm barely breathing
Next thing I know I'm falling to pieces
What am I going to do when I'm all
choked up and you're okay
When the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces
Brokenhearted, Loneliness, Heartbreak
I'm gonna get a heart attack soon
And going to die slowly
I let all of this happen
I let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break myself
I've learnt the hard way
to never let it get that far
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
I am afraid
I lose my ways
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness
I'm forced to fake a smile everyday of my life
my heart can't possibly break
I learn to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
But, I'll move on, stay strong and move forward
I don't need those silly boys
I don't need a man
I can live by myself and
I don't need any friends
Forget about them
They're not worth my time at all
I can do it
I am strong
I should , I should just move on
Get on back with my life.

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Survival

Survival
Trying to survive
In whatever circumstances
May be challenging but yet exciting at times

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Just 2 and a Half More Weeks

Let me start it this way
It all started in grade 8
How devastating this is
To be in a situation like this

Names, names, whatever
I don't really care
what other people say about me
Stereotypes

Right now life just ***** and stinks
It's normal
It's just like the ****** of my life
Everything's going to be alright and better

Anabelle Rahardja May 2013

Depression

Depression is when
you don't feel anything around you
even a single laugh

or a single touch
or a single smell
or a single taste
or a single feel

it seems like you're in another world
where innocence strikes back at you
That's when it's Depression
When you're at your worst

You don't care anymore about anything or anyone
all you think about is how ridiculous everything is and why do
I even want to be in this unfriendly world
I'm sorry to be so depressed
and out of control about everything

But you have to understand that's just the way I am
Don't worry, I'll get there
It just takes time, Be patient.
Thank You.

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