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Amy John Sep 2013
Just another melody,
A sweet song of sorrow,
Sing to me oh sweet lover,
Sing your tune of sadness,
Share with those who will listen.

Those who do not believe do not exist,
Those who do not exist are the ones worth fighting for.
Believe in what is and feel the fatigue from carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.

Sing your song,
Sing it loud,
Let others know where your heart lies.

Your deepest secrets,
Fears faced,
Lies told,
People hurt,
Lovers lost.

Fails attempts never making any progress,
Oh sweet boy,
Sing your song,
Tell your tale.
Amy John Sep 2013
The setting sun revels darkness,
Stop and freeze time,
Listen to your heart,
Fight through the battle,
Embrace the beauty of the world.

Tick tock,
Time keeps going,
Never stopping to give a break,
Fight through the tears that rip open your soul,
Leaving a steady stream of sadness to pour out,
Never ending.

Gradually fall back into this existence,
Another circle of hell,
Another day of silence,
Forced to face because of fate.

Fate keeping you alive,
Destiny keeping you hopeful,
Hope keeping you strong.

When all else seems broken,
Believe in the beauty of the setting sun.
Amy John Sep 2013
Oh tiny vessel,
Helpless and misunderstood,
Didnt think of the consequences,
Acted on impulse.

Oh sleeping angel,
A beauty in the eye of the beholder.

Oh child of mine,
Where have you escaped to?
Lost in the horror of the world.
Lies told to escape the prison that held her captive.

Oh victim i could have saved,
Woe is me,
A Flashing memory,
An empty couch,
A lifeless corpse,
Taken much too soon.

I should have saved you,
My heart beats for your absence.
Salvation that will never come,
No one caught you when you fell.
No one came to fill the void within your life.
Only your killer,
Murderer maybe,
A stranger,
A faceless man
Took you away.

Your spirit will forever remain,
The sorrow i feel,
The guilt i cannot face,
I am so deeply sorry,
For you,
For you family,
For your friends,

No closer,
The pain never ends,
Endless searching for the precious gem that was stored away.
Please forgive me.
Amy John Aug 2013
They say what goes up must come down right?
what happens in the middle then?
one simple harmless action,
creates a domnio affect that spirals out of control,
it swirls them dragging them in all sorts of directions.
Life is not simply horizontal or vertical,
it is sideways,
backwards,
circular,
diagonal,
and every angle in between.
How can someone be so high up,
yet fall to the bottom in the blink of an eye?
Is it possible there is more to it then one can merely see?
Maybe there is more to the issue at hand,
who keeps themselves trapped in the on going circle of confusion.
Why is there no answer to these complications that have been drawn out for years?
Why is the secret kept under lock and key?
Why is it so easy to feel so much,
yet so painful to express it in words?
Why is loneliness so powerful?
*Why?
Amy John Jul 2013
Eh.
Suffering sadness,
Trapped in your own dillusional sense of a fictional reality,
Created by a minipulative enabler,
Every bump,
Scratch,
Pain,
Hive,
Belly ache,
Sore throat,
Something more then what is.
False accusations turn into a desperate desire to develope a deeply fatal disease.
Harmful self punches and bites,
Create bruises on your body.
Lies.
Everyone a false ****** up mistake.
Not a **** up, but severely ****** up.
Dismissing the only one who saw through the ******* and still loved you.
The only one who helped you.
The only one who tried to make you see.
Not a friend.
But to you, just an immature drama queen.
Why fight for a back stabber?
A liar?
Someone who has never been there for me when I needed you most.
Inconsiderate.
The opposite of love is indifference,
To hate is to feel emotion.
No hatred.
Pity.
I pity you.
You will be forever alone.
No one will stand by you as I stood by you.
All will see through the *******.
Once they see,
No one will stay.
You have no one.
I feel sorry for you.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Amy John Jun 2013
Expressionless,
What words lay dormant behind the twisted tounge?
What answers are spoken silently?
What mutilated, misunderstood lies flow through the brain and lay dormant beneath the cracked surface?
Agony.
Pure hope shattered by one simple word.
To climb so high up the never ending *****,
Only to fall and crash down to the bottom again.
Why?
Physically fit and successful,
So much is still kept hidden.
Stored away in the darkness, as the overwhelming sensation spreads.
Engulfing flames consuming all that was left of her mending soul.
Expelling sobs start deep within and seem endless.
Desperation to break free from the winding tunnels.
Left to wander in the darkness,
Never able to escape the magnitude of pure and utter agony.
Amy John Jun 2013
Feel what others can merely hear,
Feel the devotion start to grow with in,
Let your motivation be your inspiration.
Let go.
Break free and fly along the wings of gratitude.
Feel each beat with in,
Feel your heart race to the perpetual motion with in the song.
Hold on to what little is left,
Feel the song rise up inside you,
increasing and building higher and faster each second.
head spinning,
muscles tensing,
teeth revealed in an excited smile; you know whats next.
stop, quick freeze.
and
drop.
all that you know
all that you are
all that you hoped for
all that you feel
all that you held on to
all the feelings that grew within
explode from each and every nerve,
blasting out in every possible motion.
get up
free yourself from the cage that bonds you in reality.
explode with the chaotic ball of energy that was stored,


dance.
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