Deny the words softly spoken by smooth lips,
distract yourself with meaningless tasks,
get your mind off the ravenous beast inside,
beating you from the inside out
taking you in an unbreakable grip
leaching himself on you,
******* you dry,
leaving an empty vessel of a once lively young girl.
Sorrow, pure agony,
push you down, far away.
loose track of yourself,
of himself.
of herself.
abandoning yourself,
leaving no clues to why,
gone in a flash.
broken dreams,
endless shadows,
never ending circles in a thick forgotten forest,
tie you down,
broken angels can't fly.

Stars in the sky,
dance around the moon,
radiating color,
illuminating the open world,
reveling all the secrets
opening the box of lies,
pain and betrayal lies inside,
whisper my name one more time,
ever wondering what can change?
twinkling lights,
spiraling swirels,
saving grace,
take me home.

Remember when we use to hold hands and walk towards the sun?
Our illusion of love taking us higher away from reality.
Remember when we use to kiss?
Butterflies exploding from within,
Heart fluttering unevenly.
Remember how we use to laugh together?
Roll my head back and let it go,
Tears forming, stomach hurting.
Remember when you said you loved me?
Time froze, you took my face in your hands.
Mouth to mouth,
Soul to soul,
Both hearts beat as one.
A moment so breif,
Lingers forever with me.

Thoughts and actions,
thoughts lead to actions,
colors and swirrels of memories,
memories of thoughts that could have been changed,
actions that could have been avoided,
dwelling on past expierences,
wishing for a change that will never come.

Forget about what is
Think about how you feel,
Uncertain feelings become more then they should be,
Hearts collide with fire works in the background.

What happened? What changed?
True love never dies,
****** back down by an evil force,
Choked, hit, slapped, abused.
Look passed that. You love her.

Left me in the dust,
Another one gone,
Building up the walls even higher,
None can get in.
No one will get in.
Not again.

My dear friend,
Here we go again,
Running in circles down the never ending path of arguments,
Words chosen hurt my heart,
Confuse my mind,
And send ugly thoughts back.
I know under the rough exterior lies a good soul,
Too much love for one person but hidden under a hard shell of lies and hate.
Pushing people away is an action I will never understand,
Although we bicker and say things we don't mean,
You are forever in my heart and nothing will ever change that.

A walk in the park,
A kiss on the check,
Sends ones heart spiraling away.
Hands intertwined,
Thoughts only on each other,
The rest of the world seems to melt away,
Only you,
Only him,
Drifting further into a dillusional paradise.

Wrong words were said,
Additudes clashed,
Fights broke out,
Gravity took over sending the lovers crashing back to reality,
Nothing good lasts,
Love gives false hope,
Only to ****** it away replacing it with shattered hopes and forgotten dreams.