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Amy I Hughes Aug 2013
My grief was ugly,
Like a black tar.
So foul that I shut it away,
In a dark room within me.
Letting it dry and shrivel,
Hoping it would die.

But through my ears
Flowing to every nerve
Came our song.
The one I was avoiding.
My veins drowned in sadness
That spread like a fire,
At the echo of that beat.

The music filtered through
A maze of rooms.
Reaching the grief,
And with one intake of breath
The door unlocked.
My grief was freed.
Releasing into my blood,
As I'd feared, like a poison.

My heart felt the pain instantly
In one fell swoop.
The familiar notes
Were a bittersweet release.

I tried to sing but
No sound came out.
Overwhelmed.
All I could do was cry to our song
And pray for the grief to leave me.
Like you did.
Amy I Hughes Jul 2013
I’m waiting for the rain

To fall mercilessly

The air is to be cleared

Of this heat


I watch the clouds

Shift and form

Into threatening shapes

Taunting me

Like wild beasts

Baring their teeth

Backing me into their corner

Listening to my heart cry with fear

But they’re not biting


I step outside

The flies are low

They hover lazily and I don’t bat them away

No time for flies


The atmosphere is heavy on my temples

It’s bursting with pressure

Like an over inflated balloon

Pregnant rain clouds loom closer


C’mon, I urge

C’MON!

Rain on me!

Blacken the sky and make me lose sight

Strike me with lightening and burn my flesh

Make me cry when the thunder roars

Let me drown in this storm!


I’m panting in the hot air

My skin bared and ready for the water


I wait

Breathless

For the rain
Amy I Hughes Jul 2013
Our love felt instant; a flame through my heart.

A soul mate here found, a life to be shared.

Promises were made to never depart.

And upon a kiss our spirits were bared.


Away from my home, I began to break.

I feared the sea would take me forever.

You carried me back, a home we should make.

Your tie with the sea, a strong bond to sever.


Never were you happy enclosed by green.

You yearned for your family and for blue.

Your eyes, they betrayed you without their gleam.

The decision was made before I knew.


Without warning you ran home to the sea.

My soul flooding empty inside of me.
Amy I Hughes Oct 2012
Walking through a forest,
I saw something shine.
A man made of tin,
Hidden in leaves and vines.

I brushed off the soil,
And tore through the leaves.
Sat him up against a trunk,
And his body of metal gleamed.
  
Cogs whirred and lights flashed,
As he stood and shook.
He began to walk rigidly,
At me he looked.

We walked through firs,
Past rivers and trails.
He took my hand yet,
He felt so frail.

His body started to creak,
As rain drizzled down.
Rust began to form,
And his life-force began to drown.

He stopped near the water
And fell to the floor.
His tin loud in the clearing,
I’d heard that sound before.

His lights began to flicker,
His cogs slowed to a tick.
I sat and watched him,
Tears sprang as I blinked.

The clearing went quiet,
The water made no din.
My robot friend had ceased,
Our friendship was never to begin.

I walked out of the forest,
Knowing he’d stay.
Man of tin has no heart,
Just cogs, lights, and metal of grey.
Amy I Hughes Oct 2012
Snapping feathers.
The sound suits the darkness.
Scared by it's
pitch.
Volume of flapping wings
turns up,
air on eardrums.

The wind hits your face
in the blackness.
You can't see it but
can hear.
It's restless song
hits your heart and head.


The snapping and
clicking gets
louder and hurts
your ears but you
can't stop.
You know it's coming,
a song escapes.
A white feather flutters.
A beat missed.
In the darkness.
Amy I Hughes Oct 2012
The song comes through,
Even if my lips don't move.
Like a solitary bell,
Ringing for the return.

Only the closest hear it,
Even when I don't.
It chimes out,
In sad harmony.

Marking the lost one,
The vibrations of my heart
Will shatter it to ash
If the chimes get louder.

Until I sing the song.
Until my lips move.
Like a solitary bell,
Ringing for the return.
Amy I Hughes Oct 2012
I am done with my graceless heart, truly.
For it only beats to make me survive.
It's taken me through stark streets unduly.
Broken into shards in his hands, deprived.

He took the moon from my eyes;  tore my soul.
I became an empty grave in the sun.
As frail and lax as a newborn foal
Distressed, from my hunter I could not run.

It is always darkest before the dawn.
I awoke from my slumber in the Spring.
I won't be that shell again or so drawn.
Hold it to up my ear and hear it ring.

Grief doth fade and hope doth thrive, from ashes
My all no longer under your lashes.
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