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Amy Mar 2014
Every now and then
I question myself
how my life would be now,
if that day didn't happen.

Laying in the grass,
talking to each other
so heavenly.

Later on,
when we moved ourselves
to the forest.

As close we were at first,
so far apart we were when
it ended.

With that, my trust and selfworth
ended too.
Amy Feb 2014
There's a battle going on in my head,
all day everyday.
Repeating things a thousand times, yet there's nothing left to say,
all day everyday.
It started since you crushed me like a bug,
all day everyday.
When you realised what you had done, you ran away.
And all day, everyday.
I realise more:
You were never gonna stay anyway.
Amy Feb 2014
Even though it's such a lovely day
When I saw you,
My smile went away
and the tears where there
there to stay
Amy Dec 2013
-
middle of the night,
laying in my bed,
suddenly my phone vibrates,
angry i wake up,
since i was sleeping like a child,
my forehead frowns as
i focus better,
was i hallucinating?
dreaming, sleeping or pretending?
because this, it shocked me.
would this be the ending?
Amy Dec 2013
Your words,
haunting me at night.
Your words,
I remember mine were never right.
They took away my fear, and replaced it with peace.
Stress is all what they now release.
Once, your words were meant for me.

And me only.
Amy Dec 2013
The seasons change,
but not your point of view.
Please think of me,
like the moon and his stars,
you're a beautiful complex.

Summer, autumn or even snow.
You're always stuck in my head,
but I could never let you know.

It's a secret love, you have the key.
Open and unravel it, make it your own.

And by the time you've figured it out,
I will be waiting for you, at a place where
all of the four 4 seasons are together.
Amy Dec 2013
When I think back of our time,
I think about our fights.
The only time I could see a glimpse of the real you,
real, pure and passionate.
Honest and sincere, you were my light.
It made me feel weird, yet I needed it sometimes.
Just to feel alright, to feel your fire raging.
Through me.
Though that passion hit me hard, it made me feel alive.
The energy from your thunder,
made my body go insane, heartbeat racing
and adrenalin pumping through my veins.
You in our fights were like a thunder in a stormy night.
And without your thunder, the night doesn't comfort me.
**Not anymore.

— The End —