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amrita Aug 2013
Not living life to the fullest
Scared yet dying to rebel
Family first but fun not close to second

Who is really there for me?
Who out there values me for the person I am?

Scared of rejection yet rejecting everyone in sight

Jealousy is stronger than I am

I want you. Bad.
No strings attached would be ideal.

Why must I confine to these rules?
Who am I doing this for, I wonder

I dream of melting into the shores
just you me and mary
Not a care in the world, no one to please

Unfortunately this is a fight not worth fighting,
I'm sorry.
amrita Jul 2013
Confused, conflicted, contradicted
Nothing is going wrong
Yet nothing seems right

All I think about is you
It feels right but truly is the opposite
Unsure of my choices and actions
Yet dying to break loose and rebel

Emotionless yet full of feeling
Limp yet fighting
Angered yet calm
Loved yet lonely

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