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2.6k · Jun 2014
passive aggressive poem
2.1k · Feb 2014
You can stop worrying
Amelia Feb 2014
I stopped responding
It was so much more real
The pain
The utter anger
My body shut down
So did my compassion
1.2k · Apr 2014
you took everything from me
Amelia Apr 2014
I remember when by just the solemn touch
of your hand on mine own
forced my heart to rocket towards the moon

I remember when you claimed my beauty
to be greater
than any moon

You've been blindfolded
by the devil himself
he's pricked you into a fantasy

You didn't deserve my tears
or my empty apologies
or the love I blatantly gave you

**I will take it all back
1.1k · May 2014
cynical
Amelia May 2014
tranquility completely immersed me
into a euphoria
that had no end or beginning

it was a state of limbo
everything halted to a slow
disappearing winds left me breathless

craving the touch of human skin
descending into paralysis
yet being restless and energized

staring into gaunt vacant eyes
everything was valueless
all collectively disconnect
868 · Feb 2014
drowning
Amelia Feb 2014
I'm 60% water
and I'm drowning
844 · May 2014
disgust
Amelia May 2014
if I had the chance

I'd slit your throat
761 · Feb 2014
Bruises
Amelia Feb 2014
You put bruises on my neck
I put bruises on your heart
672 · May 2014
it lasted a day
Amelia May 2014
revving your car and smirking

two a.m. on my porch swing

flickering of a torch

your hands in mine

you smelt like shampoo and clean linens

you told me I had a Gatsby smile

and sang me pink floyd
646 · Apr 2014
tall girl
Amelia Apr 2014
surrounded by the mountains of people
red lips curl into a smile
i can see the soul of my being lifted
by your long slender hands
640 · Jul 2014
alienated
Amelia Jul 2014
i know you're not a drug
but you get me so high
608 · Feb 2014
disturb
Amelia Feb 2014
When I thought love wasn't there
You showed me it was there
When you said those hands didn't belong there
They did, they were the perfect pair
I toy with your emotions to gain strength
I make your heart explode
So I can have the pieces
I'd give anything to run my fingers through the hair
I'd give anything for those lips on my neck
I've given you my heart
What else do I have?
and all you say is
How about your soul next?
596 · Feb 2014
addicted
Amelia Feb 2014
my name wrapped around your lips
I realized then what I was
addicted

my head soared higher
than any of those drugs
that I'd inhale

to forget you
and my addiction
560 · Jun 2014
accuracy
Amelia Jun 2014
because im not discouraged that im not always noticed
because the best artists and poets died before they were famous
478 · Feb 2014
hypothetically speaking
Amelia Feb 2014
your skin is melting off
and I can see the lies
carved in your bones

you're determined voice
won't convince me
I'll cram your words
down your throat

like you do
gagged and choked
saying come on baby
*gimme' some more.
469 · Feb 2014
tell me why
Amelia Feb 2014
you gave me a cocky smile
you told me you'd hook me up
you complain about your ex
and I don't know why
I'm ******* you
in my head
441 · Mar 2014
"if the shoe fits wear it"
Amelia Mar 2014
They are my least favorite color
There arent any shoe laces
The are extremely uncomforable
The sole is coming out
They are covered in mud
They were found in the trash
425 · Feb 2014
I'm
Amelia Feb 2014
I'm
I'm standing on the edge of your hypothetical cliff
I'm wishing on shooting stars that are jets
I'm kissing you in my pillow
I'm grinding on you in my mattress
I'm talking to you in my cigerattes
I'm buying you dinner with monopoly money
I'm caressing you body in my backyard grass
I'm staring into plastic eyes
I'm kissing false lips
412 · Feb 2014
snake skin
Amelia Feb 2014
I was your snake skin
I became so attached
When you got tired of me
You slowly shedded me off
To get something new
I became fragile and dusty
And if by the slightest touch
By brittlness I'dshatter
404 · Mar 2014
dinner with hatred
Amelia Mar 2014
I was demanded
Not considered
ambiguous to the fact
That I could possibly stop
The purple bruises
That were turning green
The tear in my right eye
A knife in my left hand
this situation lingered
In my thoughts
When plastic forks were broke
When pushed a bit too hard
403 · Feb 2014
"you look nervous"
Amelia Feb 2014
I'm inhaling cancer
I'm breathing your scent
I'm watching the time
402 · Jun 2014
negative spaces
Amelia Jun 2014
there are too many written specimens of
hatred and pain
and of love
and all the cliches

this world is but dirt and grain
swallowed up in heavenly water
causalities of love lie here,
break apart from this embankment
391 · Jul 2014
evil devices
Amelia Jul 2014
until i see blood
i wont stop
388 · Apr 2014
memoir of golden rays
Amelia Apr 2014
when we were young
desperate for a high
we'd lay back entrapped in a
beating hot summer sun

interlocked were our hands
intertwined were our smiles
wet with a love so divine

we'd flick cigarette butts over my fence
looking in the hole to see how far it'd go
innocent competitions with
evil devices
386 · Feb 2014
smoke dripping
Amelia Feb 2014
You told me you hated the smoke
But when it was washed off my body
The steam surrounded us
The world slowed
And I heard every drip of water
On my pale skin

Your hands were imprinted on my body
And they would never fade
Red lips covered your neck
Bruises on my soul are fading
When I'm against a cold damp wall
with wet hair entagled in your hands

You told me you hated the smoke
But when I kissed you
you said I tasted amazing
I was addicted to cancer
and you addicted to
How I became
Amelia Mar 2014
We ****** in steaming hot water
Like lovers

We sat together in the movies
Like strangers

I was afraid to hold your hand
But not to claw your back
363 · Jul 2014
speaking
Amelia Jul 2014
i remember what you were
i remember what i was
i remember what we were

i know what you are
i know what i am
i know what we are

nothing
362 · Aug 2014
its okay
Amelia Aug 2014
i dont care about you anymore
this was the end of our pulse
im empty with pleasure

i have friends who hold me up
while you try to drown me
im stronger than ever

you're not beside me
but thats

okay
357 · Feb 2014
learning
Amelia Feb 2014
my head is spinning around your secrets
my hands contain sins
my feet hold commitment
they never walked away
my heart is porcelain
cracked with the hammer
of your eyes
my lips stay closed
they couldn't utter this
my fingers type
with each click
I let go
of what remains of you
355 · Feb 2014
where is your mind
Amelia Feb 2014
Sweat was dripping from your nose
Dark red blood was running down your dark arms

Your pale soul screamed
Your pupils nonexistant

Desperation clogged your ears
Canine behavior fueled the hatred

Those rough hands wrapped around my
Tiny bruised throat

I couldn't ******* breathe
And you laughed

Struggling only hendered
My "well-being"
354 · Feb 2014
because of your sins
Amelia Feb 2014
The solid pavement you walk on
Melts underneath me
Like a silent p
Is a loud whisper

A prayer that got caught in a storm
Will eventually make its way up
Catch the water in a bucket
Maybe you’ll catch an answer

A ringing phone
That never stops
Like the sirens of the cops
A desperate plee in shackles

A hand wrapped around my heart
Felt my pulse
And when they let go
they took it with them
342 · Feb 2014
my fault
Amelia Feb 2014
breathe escapes me
at the thought of
your body
every curve
every line
your eyes call me
and I want to say no
but I've never been able to
307 · Mar 2014
God's Will (Karma)
Amelia Mar 2014
You complain
Rant
Embrace
But never accept
You taste
But never inhale
its what you deserve
But you only see
the reflection
Never the real thing
With another's eyes
306 · Feb 2014
never
Amelia Feb 2014
Your ****** soul never made up
For your cold heart

You're a harlot
Without a cause
268 · Feb 2014
I wish
Amelia Feb 2014
I told you to stop
But I was a hypocrite
You can't fix yourself
By fixing others
265 · Jun 2014
lessons (learned)
Amelia Jun 2014
because love is not all to life
and your arms might be home
and your kisses a delight

it is not all to this forsaken abode
where we may inhabit
there is something deeper

you're a graceful addition
and now that i can see that
i can enjoy you much more
235 · Feb 2014
light
Amelia Feb 2014
I **** till i forget

smoke till i can’t breathe

write till my fingers bleed

drink till I choke

draw until it becomes my reality

and hope that tomorrow I'll see the light.
210 · Feb 2014
Untitled
Amelia Feb 2014
wrap me in solitude
and sing a lullaby
let me drift
to the internal hell

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