because love is not all to life
and your arms might be home
and your kisses a delight

it is not all to this forsaken abode
where we may inhabit
there is something deeper

you're a graceful addition
and now that i can see that
i can enjoy you much more

tranquility completely immersed me
into a euphoria
that had no end or beginning

it was a state of limbo
everything halted to a slow
disappearing winds left me breathless

craving the touch of human skin
descending into paralysis
yet being restless and energized

staring into gaunt vacant eyes
everything was valueless
all collectively disconnect

if I had the chance

I'd slit your throat

revving your car and smirking

two a.m. on my porch swing

flickering of a torch

your hands in mine

you smelt like shampoo and clean linens

you told me I had a Gatsby smile

and sang me pink floyd

when we were young
desperate for a high
we'd lay back entrapped in a
beating hot summer sun

interlocked were our hands
intertwined were our smiles
wet with a love so divine

we'd flick cigarette butts over my fence
looking in the hole to see how far it'd go
innocent competitions with
evil devices

surrounded by the mountains of people
red lips curl into a smile
i can see the soul of my being lifted
by your long slender hands

I remember when by just the solemn touch
of your hand on mine own
forced my heart to rocket towards the moon

I remember when you claimed my beauty
to be greater
than any moon

You've been blindfolded
by the devil himself
he's pricked you into a fantasy

You didn't deserve my tears
or my empty apologies
or the love I blatantly gave you

**I will take it all back