Amelia Browder

Amelia Browder Aug 2013

It has only been yesterday since I last saw you
Yet the loneliness is full in my heart
So why do I feel so empty
Oh,
Thats right
It's because your not where you should be
By my side

Amelia Browder Aug 2013

Friendless

There are people everywhere
Surrounding me all over
So they claim to be my friends
But really are they?
Do they really know me?
Do they know my favorite song
Or what I love most?
Do even know this poem is about them?
So they claim to be my friends.
But do they even care?
If I was gone
Would these so called friends
Even realize I had left
Or would they go on about their days
Like I was never there
So these friends of mine
Aren't really my friends
Because the movements there bodies
And the laughter of their voices
Don't include me

Amelia Browder Aug 2013

Us

I'm sick of these
Twisted little games
We play
Where I fall for you
And you not for me
Yet the sweet smiles
And little gestures
Are still known to be
Why can't it have
Such fluent language
Instead of a foreign one
Where we come together
And let the world be

Amelia Browder Aug 2013

At The Worst

When a poet is at
Their worst
Oh
How enticing it can be
The most beautiful things
Come from it
Their pain turns
To feeling others can touch
The fallen tears
Drip into words
Of the unfortunate
The pen sways
To the rythem of sorrow
Oh, how beautiful
It is when the
Writer is at its
Worst

Amelia Browder Jul 2013

Helplessly in Love

Can't you see I love you
My shameless feelings I have
Why won't you feel the same
That's all I want
For you to love me
Like I do you
Am I that pitiful
That you won't even have a second thought about me
Am I that undesirable
To where you can't even look me in the eye
Only after the day I spoke those three simple words
You had changed towards me
Less caring
Shamelessly ignoring
But I guess it's my fault
For falling for the wrong one
Again
So now I'm left
Crying on my bathroom floor
Thinking about you
Helplessly in Love

Amelia Browder Jul 2013

Blank

I stare blankly at you
No emotions across my face
Not a trace
No tears
The world has stopped
Emptiness
How could you
Staring into your orbs
There is sorrow
Because I feel nothing
I can see through you
My body is numb
I'm hurt but my pride will not let go
I can't feel anything
Why
Everyone looks
Wondering what happens next
All eyes trained on us
You can't decide
So I do it for you
I walk away
To never look back

Amelia Browder Jul 2013

If Only

If only you knew
The thoughts I've had for you
The broken tears that were shed
The empty promises that were made
The lost hopes for each other
I f only you knew, the things I'd do to keep you
I shouldn't have these thoughts
For they can't exist
If only you knew about the long nights I've had
Up until two thinking of you
Wondering
The love that will never be true
The thing we will never have
For you have fallen for another
If only you knew how bad I'm hurting
Because of you
Would you love me
Would you long for my caress
Would you care
No
We'd still sleep like we're lovers
Spitting hateful mummers
If only you knew I didn't mean a thing
If only you knew the mark you've made on my mind
It's unerasable
So forever will you be there
If only you knew how much I cared
How much I need you
If only
Would you stay with me if you knew these dreams I've had