Amelia Browder

Amelia Browder May 2013

Red eyes
Seething heart
Pulse racing
Get ready
Sneaking through
Taking, breaking
Tripping, slipping
Note passer
Spitballer
Locker shover
Hopping fences
Disobey
Never learn
Heartbreaker
Drinking, reeking
Staggering
Fighting
Till your
Black and blue
Steal and lie
Oh why
Not caring
Let loose
"No. I didn't do it."
Smirking
Mischief maker
No
Troublemaker

Amelia Browder May 2013

The Lie Nobody Told

Hello?
Is anyone out there?
I'm all alone.
Can anyone hear me?
Is anyone there to find me
And tell me everything's going to be okay
The one lie that everyone wants to hear
The one that makes everything a little bit better
But it is yet a lie
It's false hope
Nothing gets better
The world is a lie
And we are all trapped in its web
Spiraling down into darkness
No one is there
Just your false hopes
Your dreams soon turn to the unimaginable
Your happiness turns to bitter loneliness
Your life turns to ash
All thats left of you sits in a pit of despair
Still believing in the little lie
Nobody told

Amelia Browder May 2013

It's Pathetic Really

Its pathetic how you flaunt yourself like you've got something to say
Yet when people ask no words come out
Its sad how you act as if the world is yours
Yet when its given to you you dont know what to do
Its foolish how you think you know
Yet you don't
You can turn the brightest dreams into the darkest nightmares
You don't know how pathetic you really are
But soon you will
They will realize your weakness
They will take and push right back into you stabbing your very life
Be prepared you pathetic human being
Be prepared for what is to come
You consequences will come harder than you may think
Love while you can
If you can
Take what you want
While its within your grasp
Because it will be soon ripped from you
Get ready
Your ending is coming
Faster than you think
Your crown will be bent and broken
Robe will be burnt to ashes
Your throne will rot
Its
Pathetic how you are you
Without even knowing it

Amelia Browder May 2013

Hello Stranger

Have you forgotten me?
Was I just your little plaything?
We used to know eatchother
Inside and Out
We spent endless nights together
Talking and gazing at the sky.
Don't you remember that?
Don't you remember the affections that filled our hearts to the rim?
Don't you remember the way we made eachother laugh?
The way we fit so perfectly in eachothers arms?
Don't you remember the tears we shared?
The pointless fights
That I now miss
Or do you want to forget?
Cant you see we no longer know eachother?
That we no longer yearn for eachothers touch.
Can't you see that I don't know you anymore?
You walk by in the hall
Not saying a word to me
As if I'm not there
That's what hurts the most
That we no longer have eachother
To think I knew you and you knew me
It's sad
It's painful
It hurts
To know
That we don't need eachother anymore
That we are mere strangers
In a couples world

Amelia Browder Apr 2013

Bitter-Sweet Goodbye

There we were
Standing across from eachother
Not daring to say a word
You wanted to see me,
Like hell I could manage to see you
I haven't even sorted out my feelings
Don't touch me as if you care.
Don't say my name with that voice.
Don't be nice to me if you don't feel that way.
Don't hurt us more with what you do.
I saw you where blind
And I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal rights,
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop here.
Iv'e kisses your lips.
Iv'e held your head.
Shared your dreams and your bed.
But now it's time for me to go.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
In this bitter-sweetness.

Amelia Browder Apr 2013

White Lies

They always come

From your mouth to my ears

Never stopping

Piling high

There so plain to see

Once when I was young and

Foolish, oh so foolish

I believed you

Your fake promises

The things you said that would come never came

But I still believed you

I trusted you

Yet all you ever gave me was white lies

You never heard my heart crush and break

Then harden at the sound of your voice

I am older now

Wiser

I can pick out your white lies

One by one

They are no longer discrete

As I am no longer foolish

The White Lies you tell

The ones I will never believe

No

Not again

Amelia Browder Apr 2013

Checkmate

The world is my chessboard.

The people are my pawns.

Moved to acquire my needs.

Everyone is just a piece,

In this cruel game.

I play them as I should.

Moving slowly and carefully.

Making my way to the checkmate.

Everyone has a part to play.

Mother and father, the Queen and King.

Brother and Sister, Knights.

Teachers, Bishops.

Friends, Rooks.

All just apart of the game.

Even me, the ruler of it all.

Fate as my opponent.

Conquering all the pieces of the game.

That's all it is.

Just a game.

And I will win!

When it comes to the end

And all my pawns are played

The words will slip off of my tongue.

The words that end it all.

My final command.

Checkmate