I try to say am fine
But the words get stuck in my throat
I try to say am fine
With hands shaking,dripping with blood
I try to say am fine
While cowering away fron my demons
I try to say am fine
While clutching the ***** bottle between my knees
I try to say am fine
As i tryed to save them
GOD HELP ME
GOD HELP THEM
GOD SAVE US FROM THE MONSTER HIDDEN WITH IN ME!!!

alll i ever wanted was a saviour
someone who whoud save the humman race from them selves
turn up your music and let them know that we are not going to back down
we as the teenage race must stand up and fight for what we belive in
for what we belive in, for what needs to be said, for what we know is true
its time to rebale
its time to fight
its time for us to save the world

must be something new they say
a new dance they say
the girl with the good body they say
created it they say
must be something new they say
what if we took that new dance and started something
stated we whoudent back down with out a fight
with out blood shed
with out a war
with out a sound we sink back in to the night
must be something new they say

he had broken me.  left me on the floor, broken and bleeding.
i can still hear him, hiting you with his fist.
i want to yell at him. tell him to come after me and not you.
but i cant. and i never will.
he comes bursting in. i tell you to go and hide. dont come out, no matter what you hear.
you run and hide. he comes in stagering. he's drunk.
he comes closer.
"hey baby" he slurs. he's so close i can smell the jack on him.
i want to run, but before i know it he has me pind agunts the bed.
as he starts to slap me, i only cry out once, telling him to stop!
he yells " WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME?"
i cant anser him, which only makes him slap me harder.
he stops, as he hears his baby girl crying in the other room.
he gets off me. " dont worry rose, mama coming."