Why do you always blame me
For all the ***** ups!?
Is it cause I'm the youngest?
Right now I've had enough
You need to learn to take
Responsibility

I'm done, I'm through There is no need to
Try and be perfect
Cause I never will be
I'll make you see
I'm not just your venter
I'm not your punching bag
I wont be your toy
I'm done

Just because I mess up
Every once in a while
Doesn't mean everything is my fault
I don't care if it's "your style"

Look over my way
And you'd better say
The words "sorry"
Before I give you acts of respect

I'd better be your top notch girl
You'd better treat me
like I mean something,
Something but a prize

If I'm not close enough to
better then the rest of the girls
on the world
Then I'm done!

I was stubborn I was stupid
And you should be listenin' too
All the things i left unsaid and
You lied and I was branded
When I got rid of you that one day
All I could say...
Was

"I'm so proud!"
I can't believe I made it through it!
Bye-bye went the cloud
It ran away to sunshine.
The lightning, the thunder
Went away when you plundered
When you fell!
And I'm so proud!

Looking in the mirror
And what do I see?
A girl in with tears on her cheeks
Seeing blood on her wrists
And a streak though her heart
She says "**** me, **** me! Put me out of my pain!"

When she's around family, friends or on the phone
She puts on the show
Whoa the show
She stands their smiling
Tears building up inside
What's happening inside her mind?
Oh!
It's the show!

She has a problem... She fears the world
Yeah she's friendly
Yea She's nice
But take my advice...
Don't upset her
Don't make her mad!
But it's just that...

I put on mascara, heavy eyeliner too
Blush, cover up, eyeshadow, lip gloss too!
But I shouldn't some days!
Cause it washes away,
Through my tears.

When I'm with ones who don't know me at all
I but on the Show
And try not to bawl!

Why does love
Have to hurt so much
Why can't it just be easy
If only he could see
It's hurting me

I'm nervous to be
Around you at all
But why does love
have to pain me this much
Why can't love be easy?

Maybe if I show you
Exactly how it feels
You'll gimme a try
And be careful to seal
The deal
And make me happy
But maybe
You probly won't

My heart is on my sleeve
With my tears filling it up
Look around and look at me
I can't just **** it up
Please give a hug
That's the least I want
for all my sorrow

Hey,
I keep thinkin bout your face
I wish you woulda just been away
Took medicine, Therapy
Anything, but just leave us alone
Leave me alone
Momma, step Daddy
and both brothers too!

Did it have to be you!?
Did it really have to be this way
Make my prayers come true
Make sure, that he's extra far away!

Please control yourself
And stop sending people
Don't go to the school
You need to learn the rules
So back off but,
Did it have to be you?

I mean now I couldn't care any less
But  I am just wonderin'!
Why did you have to be a pest?
I don't wanna ever see your face again
I'm gonna run too my friend
Cry on their shoulder askin' what to do

Don't think of me
Forget my name
I have a contract
So stay away
From me!
But does it hurt to ask
What to do too

But did it have to be you!?
Did it really have to be this way
Make my prayers come true
Make sure, that he's extra far away!

You need to learn the rules
Did it have to be you?

I cant help but still
love you with all my will
so come here and stay
I say this is a dream
no its not its reality

I will be reliving this moment
for the rest of my life
with you sometimes me might,
we might fight and be mad at each other
but we'll still like one another

I cant help but say and be
loving cause cupid got me
he got me with the first glance at you
the arrow i didnt need it to love you
but lets be together cause cupid got me

Lets stick on one log in the river
we stop to stay to float in the river
away our love is together saved

were the team that comes alive
we can kiss and survive
she is dumb for giving you up
thats not me i feel cupped
and pressured to love and I do

I keep gettin nervous
oh no sweatin
your my light
you knock out my fright

You are there
holding me when I'm scared
I'm not just liking
but I'm loving
is rarely done
I hold you preciously
caus guess what cupid got me!

I wish I had a ball gown
So I could go to the ball
But loose a slipper after all
3 little mice friends
Make a dress for me
You can see
This is not me!

I wanna be Cindy
Good ol' blonde Cinderella
Hunny maybe kiss me
Let me know you love me

Hug me take my hand
Let's dance
Salsa? No!
Techno? No!
Let's slow dance
Let me put my head
On your shoulder to rest
I wanna be, Cindy!

Maybe if I wish
On the star in the night sky
You'll say, "I'm your guy
Forever and ever."
But I doubt that wish will,
Come true!

Oh, you're lookin' fine over there
With your black hair
Eyes sparkely blue
Oh how I love you!

~I wanna be Cindy
Good ol' blonde Cinderella
Hunny maybe kiss me
Let me know you love me
Hug me take my hand
Let's dance
I wanna be Cinderella!