Just wanted to catch your attention
now that you're here I guess I'll mention
I live with a lot of tension
which causes a bunch of bitchen
that's why I write under the light
day or night
dark or bright
whenever it feels right
A lot of times I'm lost in my mind
like a rat in a maze that is blind
No I definitely do not want to rewind
be kind, be mine, till the end of time
why do I spend wasted time looking down
all I see is my **** shoe that is brown
and the scuff marks that make me frown
shy?ashamed?nervous?afraid? Maybe that no one will be around?
As I'm thinking
I am slowly blinking
remembering nights I spent drinking
Trying to relieve the feelings of sinking
into another dark endless hole
ending up on another dead end road
feeling like a squished fat toad
feeling out of control
do the words really need to rhyme?
I just let out what comes to mind
then I work it into a line
to express my thoughts
I'm human, they will not always be kind
So on that note
I hope you choke in your throat
we all took a vote
you won you dope
You know who you are
the one that left a scar
the one who crashed my car
The one who pushed things too far
I'm glad you're in jail
and that there was no bail
you'll be out again just to fail
It's sad knowing your working on the frail
although I carry theses scars deep
I don't show that I'm weak
I will not admit defeat
And I'm beat and cannot sleep