Please don't say we're done, when I'm not finished.
I could give so much more.
Make you feel like never before.
Welcome this, don't leave me on the floor.
and I was struggling to get in,
after waiting outside your door.
I was sure, you'd give me more.
you never come to me, when i can't make it all the way to you.
you made it clear, you weren't near, near enough for me.
I guess you found someone better, but sometimes i still need you.
yeah sometimes i still need you.
heart skipped a beat... and when i caught you were out of reach.
and i'm sure, you've heard it all before..
but sometimes i still need you.

your love is the sweetest drug,
to detox from it,
something i didn't wish to know.
'you and i forever'
you strung the lies around my neck,
around my heart.
only to strangle me, and tear me apart.
so lost, and insecure
you left me shaking
fiending like a ******
who lacks control.
for you, your drug, ******.
for me, a person, named michael.
breathe in, breathe out.
i wish to extract you from my memory..
pretend you never happened.

I still feel you next to me,
I still smell your scent,
I still see your smile.
Memories whisking by,
floating above my head.
Teasing, only playing with my heart.
The time has come to let it all go.
Let go of all the teasing, tantalizing thoughts,
Forget the fragrance of your clothes.
Forget the warmth of your body,
Forget the taste of your lips...
Forget all the laughs,
Forget all the tears.
Forget all the moments I said I'd hold forever, dear
......

a little help. perhaps its finished.

To feel the warmth of your skin,
The love in each kiss.
Forgive me, Forget me
Lost in this wonderful mess.
Blinded by love,
Tangled with guilt
Forget me, Forgive me
Love is the only way we can make this work.
Forgive me , my flaws
Forget the negative stalls.
To love, to cherish
And with each day
We perish... Feelings are lost.
Can't get them back,
Not at any cost.
No, not true.
No hope lost,
No love has faded.
Just the ability to fight.
The willingness that brings you home to me at night.
Forgive me, never forget me.
Ramblings of a broken heart.
Never wanting to let you go.
Slowly over time.
Feelings only grow.
Forgive me, Never forget me.

And she sat there an innocent girl,
amongst many wolves.
all wanting a piece, some wanting her legs,
some what rest between her thighs,
some what lay under her breast plate.
she would no longer share herself
she was hers alone.
too brilliant, too special to share.
she will wait, wait for the one who held the key.
the one who held some understanding,
someone to help reach her spiritual plane.

My dearest friend, you'll soon be dead.
Don't you see what you've come to be?
Keep taking your poison,
Keep drowning out all your fears and concern,
Drown it out with ******, pills and herb.
Loose the peace, it took you so long to find.
Give up your daughter, your home and your life.
Give up me, and our friendship.
Give up all those wonderful times.
The monster in your veins wont let you feel the blame.
It burns and it aches, till you feed it again.
one last time, one last hit.
If it were up to me, you'd never get that last fix.
You'll beg and you'll plead.
You'll scratch until something bleeds.
You'll  say that you hate me,
But I'll just cradle you with love,
and maybe one day you'll see,
That the monster hurts both you and me.