I just want to hug you forever
and to smell you
cuz I bet you smell like guy
I love guy smell
I bet you smell like the perfect kind of guy smell

And I want to kiss you on the cheek
Like little kids do
In the way that says "you mean the world to me"
So that you know I care
cuz I care SO much

I want to have you
I want have you be mine
and I will be yours
cuz that's what love is supposed to be

Except I don't think any of that will ever happen
cuz my life isn't a fairy tale
I'm not a princess
and you're no prince

I feel like I need someone.
A someone.
The someone.
It's very confusing, my emotions are.
My brain is fuzzy.
We're carving pumpkins.
I love you guys.

He's my shadow
A darkness clouding over my light
He's my safety
There to protect me when things go wrong
He's my friend
Cheering me up when no one else can
He's not real
Just another one of the voices in my head

When people write depressing poems
It makes me sad

He is the clown prince of crime
And what I would do to be his princess
The banks I would rob
The People I would ******

It would be beautiful
Beautiful beautiful chaos

It was summer,
He was dazzling.
I fell in love,
He broke my heart.