Amber: Favorites

Jan 2013 Amber

Holy Sh*t

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Holy Sh*t

I like girls who look like guys and guys who look like girls.

What. Is. Wrong. With. Me.

Jan 2013 Amber

Forever Wanting

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Forever Wanting

I just want someone to love me as much as I know I can love them.
I want to be held and kissed and fussed over.
I want someone to buy me cute presents just because they feel like it.
I want someone who can be my safety.
I want to have a song, that when it comes on the radio we knows it's ours.
I want to have a special place that we go to be alone.
I want to have moments, thousand of beautiful sparkling moments.
I want it to be perfect.
I want it to be us.

And then I realise, I want too much.

Jan 2013 Amber

Wonder

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Wonder

I always wonder what I am in other peoples eyes.

Jan 2013 Amber

Lonely

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Lonely

I was going to write a meaningful poem
But then I got distracted
And my nose started to run
I think I have a cold

Jan 2013 Amber

I feel it.

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

I feel it.

I feel it in my gut,
A sickness so strong it hurts.

It tears me apart,
from the inside out.

The voices yell obscene thing in my ear,
"**** them, it would feel good".

The bugs on my skin are always there,
crawling up and down my arms.

I scream a silent scream,
one no one can hear.

From the outside I look sane,
Even a little normal.

I am anything but.

I am crazy.

I am my disease.

Jan 2013 Amber

Maybe

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Maybe

Maybe if I was older,
Maybe if he lived closer.

Maybe if I died my hair,
Maybe if he didn't still love his ex.

Maybe if I wasn't so shy,
Maybe if I could actually talk to him in person.

Maybe then we would be perfect,
Maybe then I would be complete.

Because I think maybe without him i'm lost,
I think maybe he's my hope,
I think maybe he's what I've been waiting for my whole life.

Maybe he loves me to.

Maybe I'm lying to myself.

I just write what I feel, it doesn't have to be good. It just has to be.

Jan 2013 Amber

Title

Jan 2013 Amber

lemon

Title

Hello Poetry

Write Poem
Title
Title

Body
(repeat)