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Amber Jan 2013
Days pass. She watches, she whispers. "Why?" The people she sees through her window. Her basement is cold, dark, empty. Just one body lies on the floor. Hers. Up in a ball, raveled. One barred window pushed up in the wall. A boy crawls up pressing against the metal. Asking "Hello? HELLOO?" Looking at her and screaming "I will get you out, I promise!" That was the thing; she was locked in there, punishment she doesn't know what she did wrong. She can't remember. She is to weak to get up and tell him no. She can't even smile, she showed him the last thing she had left, tears. She had a blank face. Thus her black hair, tangled, long against her pail white figure. She wore a dress, or what's left of it, white, laced end. Sad, that was her first wedding dress. Once to her feet, now to her thighs. Cut, torn; she used half of it as an attempt to escape, losing her energy. No shoes, smeared makeup, she laid. She never saw that boy again. That's another promise broken. She was imprisoned. She didn't scream, he warned her "One scream, one bullet, one life." With a smirk. He locked her up. Called her names, beat her, hated her. She died that day. Knowing there is no one left. Knowing that no one cared. Her last words "I am sorry for whatever I did, I love you." She died thinking it was her fault. She still loved him. He thought she was a joke. She took it seriously. He killed, she apologized. Her vow was more than heart could say. His vow wasn't more than a lie. His vow was a lie. She should have turned when she could. On the wedding day.
Amber Jan 2013
It hits.
Words roam together.
I fall to the floor.
Amber Jan 2013
They scare me.
I hide.
They scream at me.
I run.
They laugh.
I cry.
They are free.
I am stuck.

My mind is them.
The people.
The faces.
The words.

To me.
Towards me.
Behind me.
About me.

There words taunt me.
They haunt me.
They don't **** me.
I **** myself.

There voices.
In my head.
Night, day.
Always and forever.
They stay.
The memories.
The words.
In my head.
The memories ****.
I forgive.
I don't mean it.
I try to forget.
But always fail.
The memories.
Amber Jan 2013
Mom, you have showed me to laugh.
Tough times at school.
Grades, people.
You shined through.
Strait from heart to heart.
You are a positive.
You made me.
You are me life instructor, my way to life.
You have showed me a path.
I am a purpose.
I am rain.
You don't hide like other when I may start create lightning bolts.
No, no you, you calm me, create me.
I love you.
Thank you mom.
Tough times shine through when you are near.
You are my hero.
You are my god.
Sometimes my only belief.
I love you, yet again said.
But not expressed.
You always ask me.
"Amber, how much do you love me?"
Well mommy, this is it.
I love you.
Thank you.
<3
Amber Jan 2013
Pain through my body.
World of hate.
Hatred.
Pain.
****.
Amber Jan 2013
You are bright, psychedelic, jubilant.
You have made children, parents.
You have gave me a mother.
A life to introduce me in thus world.
I love you, we love you.
You are a streak of a sun ray.
You show me a world, new.
Green, red, pink, blue, colors everywhere.
You sing, projecting beautiful sounds.
Leaving me to live happy.
Thank you.
I love you.
Je t'aime.
XOXO
<3
I love you granny cat. To you.
Amber Jan 2013
The fragrance of sweet red.
Leading you towards the fiery pit of pedals.
The thing of love.
To me is the thing of death.
To mourn then place.
One by one, extinct.
The beauty of life.
Pedals fall one, two, and so on.
Rose,
beautiful,
deadly.
Rose.
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