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Amber Jan 2013
Good night.
This is the last of me.
Tonight pills.
Tomorrow gone.
More tears.
More smiles.
I am sorry.
I really am.
Amber Jan 2013
Right now.
I wish to die.
My future is death.
Why the hell do I write.
There is no point.
I don't know.
I am depressed.
I am sorrow.
I re-write everything,
just in different format.
I don't care.
I won't be missed.
I am not loved.
I write.
I am tired.
I am in pain.
I am sorry.
Amber Jan 2013
"But, I thought..."
"HAHAH fat ***, did you really think that anyone would like you. (With a crowd behind her)
"I... I just thought."
"Well you thought wrong *****! AHAH (The whole crowd laughs)"
"But what did I do?"
"You were talking **** about me, yeah he told me, go die you *****! (More laughs from the crowd)"
"No I don't talk about people... I didn't say anything"
"Oh "OK Sure" Yeah go say that you ***. No one likes you. Go **** you're self. HAHA (More)"
She walked out of the girls restroom along with the crowd. Me one the floor crying. I crawl to the nearest stall. I stay there for about 5 minutes. I soak up my tears to accept the fact that I have to go back. In my head I thought take her out, punch her, kick her, DO SOMETHING! I didn't, I wanted to. No cameras in the bathroom. No proof that anything happened that day. I wish I would have fought back. But I was afraid. Lies lead up to this. He told lies. He, she, they, them. Lies.
Amber Jan 2013
Different, we are.
A nerd, I am.
Yoda, he is!
Amber Jan 2013
A day passes.
-No sound-
Dog indignant, jaws moving, saliva descending.
Growling eyes, barking movement.
-No sound-
A man, a child, adolescent.
Pointing laughing; jumping, head rolling.
-No sound-
Me walking, dawdle.
Head sagging.
Tear rain down, down.
Clawed shirt, petite shorts.
Exposed legs, arms, feet.
Years. I think.
My life without sound.
Amber Jan 2013
Ribbon on the floor
I can't take it anymore.
I will never be a prep.
I will never be fake.
I will never be the thing I hate.
Preps wear ribbons. I don't know why.
But I was fake once and lasted about two minutes! HAHA!
This is what I thought.
Amber Jan 2013
Clouds
                                        Released
          Alone
                                                                                           Sun
                                            Moon
                                                                   Aeronautical
  Animate
                                 Dispersed
                                                                                                                Insurmountable
                        Winged
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