My scars bring me back When i see them i become unrelaxed An uneasy time So much pain in endured I dont think ill ever be fully cured My mind frequently wonders to those times Im struggling, even still now, no, no im not fine
Im told i am strong Could they all just be wrong The girl who once stood tall Now feels way too small The girl who once had pride Cant seem to wipe the tears out her eyes Im broken, scared, and afraid Its really hard to pass my days I have to build back up Show them all i am tough
You left your mark On my body You touched me When I didnt say It was okay You left your mark When you broke Past the boundaries Ill leave my mark one day
Once I inhale this smoke I feel content My body mind and soul Feels completly innocent My heart tells me to be kind But my mind tells me Do it now! For you cant rewind time All the lies and the hurt Cant compare to All the secrets ive ever kept So Once I exhale this smoke Ill have nothing left
For you are what I seek When im home alone But once im among others I forget who you even are When i lay down at night I cant seem to get you off my mind Gasping for your breath Begging for your scent