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Amanda Fletcher Feb 2014
I forgot what it's like to
be cold, freezing.
A blanket of sunshine wouldn't
be enough, I need more.

This is the same feeling,
This is the exact same feeling
that I breathe every year.
I always forget what it's like the be cold until it's winter and actually cold.
Amanda Fletcher Feb 2014
The face of the cold looks a little different, a bit harsh.
The only smile that shows is one for hope of the sun
In time, in subtlety, both pale and tense.
Be sure to return the same smile back, give some common hope.
One day, yes, one day, the sun will brighten our faces,
I Promise.
Amanda Fletcher Dec 2013
It's a choice to ambulate through the head and the heart
And out of this place all at once,
To ridden your riddle, relentless, like the rock that you are.
It's a choice, to plan the path that you pull us down, together,
leaving any help far back behind the hurdle.
It's a choice to end there, unattatched, in the thick of the thunder.
You chose my place, caught in the cold, cloudy and confused,
without a hope or  heart, a dream or destination.
It's your preference, not my choice.
Amanda Fletcher Dec 2013
My mind to a journal
Thick paper, college ruled,
Everlasting and permanent.
You cannot burn these pressed pages,
They are not flammable,
They are more than surreal.
Very real, very loud.

Thoughts breathe out as they speak;
Word is out, word is heard.
Did you listen?
Amanda Fletcher Nov 2013
Can you see the space?
Or maybe you can feel it's weight.
The space we've filled and emptied
Like a tank of gasoline.

Beginning with nothing,
Clear space,
But on the drop of a dime
Filling it full,
So full the we spilled a couple drops on the way out.
Though they weren't wasted.
We filled it and we used it,
Burning, sparking,
Igniting the thrill with the easy push of a pedal,
Speeding through miles of adventure, of the road.

Then the car starts putting
Because the fumes in the space are all that's left after all this motion
And that's not enough to move forward anymore,
But only enough to dally on down the road, real slowly, a foot at a time.
The fumes are the most dangerous, the most toxic,
And it's weightlessly filling our space.

Soon, the fumes filling our space will burn,
And ultimately leave nothing behind,
Nothing, but an empty, motionless body.
No movement.
No vibrations.
No humming.
Just still.

So the question remains,
To fill it, to do it all over again,
To take care and refill when
Your Space,
When Your Tank
Falls half empty, just in good care,
Or not to fill it,
Our space, Our tank,
Ever again, Ever at all.
Leave it as an empty tank,
Leave it motionless,
Leave it cold,
Leave it's remains to rot and to mold.
Allow for it's eventual decay,
Like it was a degenerative disease of a vehicle all along.
That, my friend, my love, that is the question.
Amanda Fletcher Jan 2013
I can feel the dust removing its self from these shelves,
It's in this illuminated corner that I left behind
A long time ago.
It's too late now, I already let it out of the bag.
And, Well, It's
Bigger and Better,
Stronger and Faster,
Headstrong and Inviting.
It's a dangerous spot, I know.
But I like the risque,
Dive in.
Amanda Fletcher Dec 2012
Augusten Burroghs once said,
"I, myself am entirely made of flaws,
Stitched together with good intentions."
He must feel just like me;
Paper fingers and wire joints,
A head stuffed full with cotton,
A doll on display for the world to
see, touch, and pity.
My mother tried all too hard,
she really did.
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