Can we lay here for a while,
go real deep
I mean into the soul,
see where that leads
Any female can get you hard,
make you *** and what not
But can she undress your mind,
entertain your thoughts
It’s easy to love beauty,
and easy to love money
But in the end we'll have neither,
isn’t that funny
So be sure it’s worth your while,
you know, what’s inside n stuff
If it’s as good as the ***,
That’s more than enough

She was damaged, needy
He loved that about her
Her love like no other,
Unconditional for all
Always doing more
than what was expected
He thought she was naive,
his ego couldn't get enough
She was good when it mattered,
Bad when he wanted her to be
She was unique, beautiful,
Quite sensitive, yet strong
She was desired by many,
Though she rarely felt wanted
He didn't deserve her,
She didn't know better

They speak without words
They feel without touch
Stare a bit too long,
you’ll give 'way too much
More than six seconds,
he’ll think that you want it
But don’t stare at all
he’ll think that you’re snobbish
Mmm, I’ll stare at you all day
till you see what I’m doing
I want it, right now,
and it’s you I’m pursuing

I get these awful nightmares
He stays up to console me
He doesn't think I'm childish
It hurts him so he holds me
Caressing turns to love making
Like sedation in the sheets
The comfort of my soul mate
Always puts me back to sleep

He asked to get inside my head
Well truthfully I loured him in
No, I pleaded for him to come in
Maybe he'd help clean up the disaster
Left behind by the men before him
Left behind by all who had visited
And most importantly
The damage I caused myself
Oh poor me, no poor him
I had second thoughts
But it was too late
He was already inside
I was surprised when he entered
I mean at his reaction upon entry
He had nothing but compliments
Oh what a lovely place he said
Looking around quite pleased
Was he just trying to be nice
Did he not see the wreck it really was
I showed him the dust under the couch
The various holes in the walls
Stained carpets, shattered mirrors
I didn't need to show him the trash
It was visible enough, everywhere
Ash trays, Beer cans, mice traps,
***** laundry, mouldy pizza
Why did I take him inside
I knew the state this place was in
Was I that lonely, that desperate
He replied with a smile
It gives the place character
I apologized, ashamed
He smiled again
I wish you saw the beauty here
The beautiful disaster

God reached out but I stuck my head in the sand
For that I was exiled from the promised land
I woke up one day with nothing but my noggin
All the things I once cared about were gone and forgotten
All the silver, all the gold, all the diamonds, all the riches
All the glory, all the fame, all the power, all the *******
Son hell’s no place, it’s a state in which I live in
Hell’s in my mind, and it’s the worst of all prisons