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Stretched over your bones,
is silk-like skin, like porcelain.
And above your sculpted cheeks are
two eyes of a color, that,
I cannot describe.

Upon each bent fingertip
is a fragile piece of gold,
like everything you touch is
beautiful, solid, and sold.

Yesterday I opened up
the jar you trapped your voice in
and the notebook you left
your soul in.

But it felt as though I had lost you,
and I couldn't undo, what I did.
So I settled my loses, and,
tried to forget that you might exist.
Do not fear the bruises on my fingertips
I promise I will hold you gently, and,
cradle you in my arms.

Please don't worry for my temper,
I will control it all I can.
I do not want you to fear me;
I promise, I'm not that bad.

Don't fear my little problems,
I know I judge too much.
Don't let these little things
bother you, and make you go away.

Don't think about my insecurities,
or my fear to touch and to love,
don't worry about those things at all,
I'll try and push you above.

Don't be afraid of my madness,
I promise it only hurts me.
I will never let my sanities,
affect how you might be.

Please, don't fear the scratches on my wrists,
or the scars along my hips.
I wasn't built for stability,
but I'm finding that I, can be.

Don't worry about all these things,
don't fear what might just be,
Please just ignore all of my tendencies,
and just look to love me.
I took my favorite song and
trapped it in a music box.
With painted lines, and straining
locks, I know it'll never go.

I left my favorite song in the
music box,
it was almost like I didn't hear it,
like it slowly began to hide itself.

I was afraid to open my music box,
the tune might just float away.
But if I kept my song in it's music box,
it might just stop playing anyway.

My favorite song was in my music box,
where I knew I kept it safe,
but my song was growing weaker
and it wouldn't play the same.

I was afraid to open the painted box,
and unleash my favorite melody.
I was afraid my little tune might
seek to float away from me.

I have a weakness I am aware of,
but I cannot fathom how to fix it.
I try to prize this like a trophy but
I end up locking my song away.

I finally opened my music box,
and broke the lock in half.
I was afraid my melody,
might flee away from me
but
I tried to assure the trust that
my song might always play
for me.
He'd scratch words on metal,
if it held a lot of promises.
He'd hardly know the difference,
between the steel or the
change in his pockets.

There's rubber on the concrete,
along with several words.
The ones that mean the most to me,
are covered up with dirt.

I don't think he notices,
the worn out of his shoes,
or the way his faces moves when he laughs,
or the colors of the moon.

He paints colors on my arm,
while we're sitting in his car.
I wish I could do the same for him;
I'd hardly know where to start.

I could paint another portrait,
or draw another map.
It would probably prove useless,
but he wouldn't mention that.

He still has his daffodils.
I wear mine in my hair.
His are on his dashboard,
but no one sees them there.

I think he stirs daydreams,
into his coffee every morning.
And leaves a little  post-it note,
alone and by the stairs.
He doesn't think it matters,
he'll always leave them there.

He isn't much for paper,
just hum another tune.
Don't forget to hide the things,
that'll make the water blue.

Somehow lost in denim,
is a name, but not a face.
A beautiful disaster,
that cannot be replaced.

I lost all my adjectives,
I'll need to make my own.
To prove a little something,
how special you don't know you are.

He doesn't lace his sneakers,
but he might always have a map;
to set little guidelines, that,
he'll probably forget.

I always listen to his stories,
and to the way he speaks.
He doesn't understand why,
I do the things I do,
but that is nothing different,
and perhaps I always knew.

He handed me a picture frame,
while I painted him a Polaroid.
That didn't make sense at the time,
but now it'll clear up just fine.

I can't read the colored words,
I only see whats written dark.
He holds a breaking pen,
but hardly knows what lies inside.

Despite all the photographs,
or the hairline fractures in stain glass,
the colors resonate with me,
while the darkness flees my mind.

I'd hate to crack my pedestal,
or ruin a portrait painted pink,
the times I can't control,
might overwhelm and make me fall.

I'll leave stars and words on paper,
and tack them upon his door.
To almost prove to him,
that there's so much more.

He can't count constellations,
and he doesn't care for thorns.
He'll only deal with logic,
or the matters on his hands.

Stitched upon old denim,
is the story of us all.
He would hardly ever know it,
but his will never fall.
I sacrificed to the
constant back and forth,
to the anxiety, and the worries,
and the last barrier wall.

I shielded myself with
whatever I found I might have.
I let the darkness take its toll,
and gave up everything
I had wanted; I gave it all.

I was beaten by the ticking,
and the slowly beating pulse,
that drove me, with my madness,
to my final batting call.

When the worries set me motionless,
and I felt the boil in my veins,
like the beating in each of my wrists.
I was lost to the course of the ocean,
and the tears, and the pain,
but no wish.

Then, like a steady candle,
that I hadn't seen before.
Like a tiny shattering whisper,
that, I hadn't heard at all.

The light came in a second,
when I couldn't hear it's noise.
It came out of nowhere, like,
a shooting star, a meteor,
a call.

In time I'm finally seeing,
these things I can't handle on my own.
I was a martyr to the shaking,
I was afraid of the dark I had bought.
I was scared of what was out of control,
and I knew that it'd take it's toll.

I'm finding that, in the darkness,
when the tapping comes around,
like when the music comes to a holt,
and the sudden feeling beats me down.

And when the Sun decides to fall down,
and leave me out in the dark, in the cold,
I've realized that it isn't half as bad if
I have a hand to hold.
I fell in love with
iced coffee in the winter time,
and with words said at the
wrong moment.

I fell in love with,
the way you said my name,
and the way you said goodbyes
were your least favorite,
and you hated every one.

I fell in love with,
poems written on cafe napkins,
and the drawings you left
with my things.

My favorites were never
****** knuckles, or,
leaving myself in a polaroid.

I never thought I'd buy in,
to iced coffee and
rain on Sunday mornings.
Or lose myself in rock n' roll,
and twist my wrist to hold your hand.

I fell in love with the aura
of my favorite amber eyes.
I fell for the crooked grin
of a faceless painting,
and the developing
of the negatives.

I fell in love with stormy weather,
and movies at 2am.
I fell in love with
the jokes we made, and,
the songs we'd sing.

But, if he asked me,
I wouldn't say a thing.
I didn't lose myself in the second grade,
when I fell and scraped both my knees on the sidewalk.
I didn't lose myself when my parents forced me
to wear a pink dress on my birthday.

I didn't even lose myself when
my mother decided I wasn't good enough for her,
or when my friends had decided that I wasn't
as cool as they once thought I was.

I didn't forget who I was when I
hid behind makeup and cut all my hair,
or when my classmates all told me
I was ugly and weird.

I didn't pretend I was someone else
when I knew I didn't fit in.
I wouldn't dare to change myself when
people decided they wouldn't be my friend.

I didn't lose myself when
I found out things are harder than I thought,
and I'm not as good as they said I was.

I didn't lose myself
until I lost you.
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