So many words,
No way to say them.
So many words,
I want to scream them.
So many words,
But don't know how to explain.
So many words,
Don't know which one's to say.
So many words,
And no one will listen.
So many words,
With no one to hear.
So many words,
Not enough time.
So many words,
Three would have worked fine.
So many words,
All I should have said to you.
In not so many words,
I Love You.
Now I have so many words,
With no one to say them to.

Why did you?
How could you?
When did you?
What did you?
Where did you?
Did you?
Do it.
Do that.
Do what you did.
Do.
Do this.
Love me at all.

They tell me everything,
Will be alright.
But will it?
They tell me this,
Won't always be like this.
But won't it?
They tell me my pain,
Will someday fade.
But will it?
They tell me I will,
Have good days once more.
But will I?
They tell me I won't,
Think of him always.
But can I not?
They tell me this is,
Real,
And not a dream.
But is it?
They tell me there will,
Be always questions left,
Unanswered.
But on that,
I have no doubts.

Right
Wrong
So strong a line,
So easily crossed.
Thoughts
Actions
All together,
Working against each other.
Love
Hate
So softly deceiving,
And bluntly destroying.
Promises
Hanging by threads no longer,
But still being abused.
Truth
Lies
Easily said,
Hardly swallowed.
Health
Illness
One moment there,
Just waiting to run.
Taking life into hands,
Surely death will follow.
Light
Dark
Still apparent,
Though hidden in plain sight.
Day
Night
Always coming,
Rushing slowly to end.
If heaven is upon us,
How is hell so easily accessed?
Reality
Fiction
So unknown,
Being unlimitedly defined.
Awake
Asleep
Even then wishes and lies,
Playing before our eyes.
Words
Though spoken softly,
Defiantly killing.
Lines become blurred.
Memories are lost.
Feelings are muddled.
God
Devil
All,
Coming down,
To two.

V-is for vowing to never drink *****
While on our voluntary vacation.
We have voiced our verification
In a high voltage volcano
While playing volleyball
And checking our voicemail.
While in this void,
A terrifyingly vivid *****
Who was a model for vogue
In which she wore a V-neck dress,
And ate all her vitamins
Vocabulized with much volume,
Her vow
To always,
Drink *****.

Secrets in truth
The dizzied hearts
Stifling the lies
While the hills cry
Drown the dawn
Seeing the hope
Has hanged
The blinded time

Motionless love
Grown in equal grief
Entangled with time
Memory is worn
Leaving the casement
Releases the mute
To a wordless stone