I love you,
It said,
But meant nothing,
That was before,
Before the tears,
The sobs,
The shaking,
Before the nights,
Of loneliness,
Of confusion,
Of End Times,
Noise blurred,
Into one,
In my head,
Everything left to say,
I said nothing instead.

In the flickering light, electric,
I remember wasted days,
Death,
It is upon us,
A dark and lonely haze.

So.
Thank you,
Because I remember,
A little under a year ago
when I was in love with you
And it hurt,
And made me cry,
and now,
I'm just loving you,
so.
thank you for teaching me the difference.
And everything,
Is so much better now.

Can you believe I'm painting my nails?
Can you believe I'm painting my nails,
Just because she asked me to?
me neither.

There's nothing harder,
than watching the reblogs,
Of someone you love,
Talking about,
Crying about,
Relating to their unrequited love,
And I'm here,
"HELLO?"
Not waving,
Drowning.

Your face like a quarry,
Teeth turned together,
"And I'm sure you've all felt lovesick,
And I bet ye all know about unrequited love"
You didn't see,
But I looked at her,
And she looked at me,
I met her eyes,
She smiled with pity,
But she had no idea,
Because she didn't care,
I don't blame her.