I am a natural disaster.
I am unexpected,
and harmless
But as time progresses,
and the land that is you
becomes weaker and weaker,
I become dangerous.
Fatal even.
I leave floods of destruction
In my wake,
then I leave as if
nothing ever happened.
Leaving you to
rebuild yourself.

you aren't a hero
stop trying to save me,
i don't need your help,
or your pleas for
the old me.
i never chose
the life i am living,
nor did i choose
to be the person i am today.
you cannot do anything,
to guide be back
to the me you used to know,
so please stop trying.

i need you.
not in an emotional way,
or a ****** way,
but a survival way.
i need you to come to me,
and rip the bottle of
liquid peace from my hands,
and hold my shaking body,
and look into my sad eyes
and tell me everything
will be okay.

there is alcohol
running down
my throat,
tears running
down my face,
and blood
pouring from my heart,
and i am not okay.

grab me hard
by the rib cage
and yank me from
this hell i'm in
and plant flowers where
my wounds are.

I am only human.
I am very human.
I am barely human.
I am rarely human.
I am never human.

I am only human.
I am very human.
I am barely human.
I am rarely human.
I am never human.