I knew her forever,
She held onto me,
She sees me as a lover,
Maybe there's more I could be.

She's like a little sister,
Someone I dearly love,
She looks up to this mister,
Like a confused little dove.

I'm almost like a dad to her,
Someone she feels safe with,
She's covered in a lambs fur,
Her safety is my only wish.

At sixteen so confident,
Yet never tells me what to do,
To me she's prominent,
Every night she tells me: I love you.

There's many meanings to words,
Many things I always tell to her,
She knows that I'm so proud it almost hurts,
She's my Little Soldier.

Who am I?
I walk alone,
Thoughts of suicide,
Me all on my own...

Who are you?
You'd like to know me?
I'm not too sure,
To become friends I see...

Hello my friend,
What to do?
Adventure around the bend,
You and me, me and you.

My friends they grew,
Can't even count them,
Excited for the new,
Me on top of my friend mountain.

Who are these people?
Think they know me,
Where did my friend go?
Blinded and cannot see...

These people seem to mock me,
Everything is fun,
Invite me to parties,
But I only want one...

Where did my friend go,
I seem to miss her,
Where she is I do not know,
Why do I wanna kiss her?

I miss her so dearly,
Fame it took me,
It hurts my heart really,
The game it played me...

My fame is killing me,
My heart is torn in half,
My heart crushed in the deep,
My love is holding someone's hand...

I call her up one night,
And sob into the phone,
What nearly became a fight,
I ask, "will you be my own?"

The day after she looks into my eyes,
I grab her hand,
The tears of hurt crawl from inside,
She creates a bond?

She hugs me tight,
I sigh in soul-less remain,
Have I won this fight?
She calmly strokes away the pain...

What fame has done to me,
What fame made me see,
What fame put me through,
This ******* fame took me away from you.

I wake from my sleep,
With teary eyes I see black,
All the anger lies deep,
My emotions that I show are at lack.

Like a withered flower I lay,
A tear grindes down my cheek,
I lay miserable for the rest of day,
This is me, the emotional freak.

I cry for the pain I caused you,
My soul is torn apart,
The course of life no longer goes through,
I no longer wish for a pumping heart.

I can no longer bear with myself,
I wish I could see through,
I put my broken dead heart on the shelf,
To the end of my life.
"Farewell I loved you."

A feeling unlike any other,
A moment without any bother,
A realm with no scent,
A calm feeling under the water tent.

Roam with me,
I will show you places,
Swimming through the weeds,
The water has many faces.

Follow the voice,
It calls for you,
Do you have a choice,
Is it numbing you?

You hear her voice,
She calls for you,
Is it worth your while,
Do you feel it go through?

Take her hand,
Do not let go,
You are now,
Where the sirens roam.

She sings a song,
Will you join along?
She teases you,
Will she come through?
You open your mouth,
And suddenly,
The Siren had killed you.

A feeling unlike any other,
A moment without any bother,
A realm where you feel no dread.
The numb feeling of being dead.