We were brought back together by sorrow
And now that's what will break us apart
You were my past
Then my present
The only thing that I felt that meant something
but now you are just the past
It went so fast

I don't get why
Why you had to fly
You say nothings changed
But its not the same
I feel so lame
What I shared with you is something that I have never had before
You made the clock stop
As well as my heart

You came at the best part of my life
The time where I was free
Free to be with you
To spend all my time with you
Timing is all that I say
All you say is timing
But we feel that the times are different

That's what I don't get
We were so happy
Now sad
We were high
Now just low
One day we felt the connection get stronger
Then the next day it dropped
I don't get how we can go from that to this
From Sat to Sun
How can things change so much  

You say its because of the timing
Just at the time
If I was here at a different time then we would be together forever
But see the thing is that I will still be here
But will the love be so clear
I don't know if at that time I will be able to see
Your beauty

~AlphaX

S can stand for many objects
S can stand for many moments
S can stand for what we want it to be
I know what my S stands for but what does yours?

S, where do I start I guess I start with its a she
She, the one I never want to see
We started off with the same darkness
I can't tell you if I will end with more or less
But there is one thing I will say for you
I will always want it to just be me and you
Just remember what S stands for
And that S doesn't need anything more

Now we are here together
I see that this wasn't just me being clever
But I remember him again
I wish he stopped and even refrained
All he does is ******* around
If I knew him I'd give that sound
S tell me that its fine and ok
But really S wishes it would end today

S could stand for the start
But I know what S means in my heart
There's only one place for treasure
And you fit in with even a measure
Today was the start of something new
And I know you feel that way too
I could not say what will come
Laughter maybe we will see what has to be done

My S stands for what I know
I would put my S on show
I'm proud to show My S to the world
Maybe you should show yours

S can stand for many objects
S can stand for many moments
S can stand for what we want it to be
I know what my S stands for but what does yours?

~AlphaX

I don't feel that you want me
I don't feel that you see me
When I say that you're beautiful
All you do is move straight past
That's not how you used to be
That's not what I used to see
It was just clear
You always felt so near
But now you are so far
It feels like tar  

I know you feel inside
But it just feels like you lied
You used tell all;
Not make me feel small
You and I
We used to share
We used to stare
Be next to each other
You are my only lover...

~AlphaX

You're still there
For me to share
I was wrong
We were still strong
It won't be long
I was wrong
The time may not be here
But you still feel near

Its not about the timing
We are still climbing
I know that may to wait
But it will never be to late
For us to be;
You and me free

I was wrong
Its still strong
Its not about the timing
Its about who we are
What we do
How we feel
Feel that its real

I can wait
I know its fate

~AlphaX

The first time I saw you didn't know what to know
I didn't know where were to look, where to go
It was in that split second that I decided
It was in that split second I confided
This time I wouldn't be the same
It time to play a different game
All it needed was for you to look for it to start
Then could take your love and your heart

I was once this shy little child
I had no friends, no one to see until someone lied
Some told me that girls will always play with your mind
But I knew this was not what I would find
The first time we spoke I remembered this
I remembered how love can create such bliss
But I forgot how long it would take
How much love I was going to need to make

~AlphaX

Its about what's around
All around
On the ground
From the sound
That's what makes us feel
So real
What did you think
Made your beauty blink

~AlphaX