My heart is running,
you think its funny.
Your friends laugh and play,
this doesn't help my day.

You laugh and pretend,
but in the end.
I know its all fake,
just a huge mistake.

He has been there for me.
Why didn't I see?
I hadn't even realized,
my dreams materialized.

We started hanging out more,
my heart no longer sore.
You gave me something, I had no hope to find,
you were so sweet and kind.

Gone was the mean boy,
you had given me such joy.
Now your my best friend,
and the perfect boyfriend.

I love you,
and you love me too.

I love the way you look at me,
With those beautiful brown eyes.
And you may not agree,
But there's nothing about you I despise.

I love the way you hug me,
Their so warm and inviting.
And I don't know how you never noticed,
My heart beating fast like lightning.

I love the way you smile,
And how it lights up a room.
It always makes my day worthwhile,
When you take away all the gloom.

I love how you listen to my rants,
It always makes me feel good
To know that there's someone out there
That finally understood.

I love the way you hold me,
Sending chills down my spine.
And in your arms I know,
That I will always be fine.

I love how you make me so happy,
And how you show you care.
And when I'm with you,
I don't want to be elsewhere.

I love the way you say "I love you"
And how you're always there.
I love that you're with me,
And how nothing else can compare.

I am the rain,
that hides your tears.
I am the shadow,
that masks your fears.
I am the scars,
that cover you arm.
I am the pain,
that gives you alarm.
I am the blade,
that cuts you too deep.
I am the horrors,
that take your sleep.
I am the lover,
that broke your heart.
I am your life,
that fell apart.
I am the writer,
writing of us.
I am the feelings,
you wont discuss.
I am the thing,
making you cry,
and from doing this to you.
I just want to die.

How do I fix a broken heart,
my entire life is falling apart.
My hope for love has already died,
you hurt me when you decided to lie.
I really loved you,
but you didn't love me back.
You took my heart in your glove,
and ripped it out of my back.
The tears that fell,
caused me to go blind.
My broken heart was stuffed in a shell.
What could you do with a heart like mine?

I dated this guy,
Who really wasn't worth my time.
He said he loved me,
I believed his little lie.
Why didn't I see?

He said he didn't need me
That I wasn't good enough for him.
Then he came back crawling to me,
Saying that he made a mistake.

Oh how I enjoyed his attempts
All the while laughing on the inside,
He learned not to mess with me.
He learned what he lost,
Yet he still tries like a pathetic man.
Hes nothing but my past.

*Just give up...

My wrists show my pain,
Yet you still laugh, and think I'm insane?
My razor is bloodied,
My skin so badly sullied.
Blood runs down my arms,
I can see where I carved.

If I died right now,
would anyone care how?