I am nothing but an annoying pest
To all those I encounter
To even the one who swore I'd never be
Such an annoying little thing
But I am
And that is all I will ever be
A pest

Broken glass like broken heartbeats
Of a girl that once stood strong
Mockery and humiliation
Breaking down her lifelong
But love won't relent
Won't forfeit and give up
Her life is dedicated
To a young man so delicate
So frail and hurting
She'd give all she was
Just for a moment of relief

And I'm screaming
I'm screaming
Put me through hell
And drag me through
I won't give up
I won't be know for that
I won't let you slip through these cracks
I won't let you fall
I won't let you get out of my grasp
I've been praying constantly
The entire day
I can't eat
I can't rest
My body is aching
My heart is breaking out of my chest
I'm screaming for you
I'm screaming your name
I'm screaming to God
I'm screaming for the pain
I won't lose you
It won't be done
You won't slip away
The dark hasn't won

I'm aching
I'm desperate
I'm screaming
To give you
Everything you want
Everything you need
But i can't do that
When you simply
Reject me
So I keep trying
I keep loving
I pour out
Pour in
Pour
Pour pour
Till there's nothing left
And all I have
Is an empty bottle

I hate my reflection
The face I see
I can't stand to look
There's just a monster
Staring back at me