Im afraid
Im afraid to live
Im afraid to be judged
To be insulted
Im not as pretty as every other girl
But ive had a hole in my heart
From  the age 11
To now
This hole would just get
Biggier
So ill smack a smile and
Pretend everything is ok

I want to cry
But ide be. just wasting my tears
Im so confused
I dont know what to do
Some one whispers in my ear
Do it! Do it!
No one would notice your gone
Do it, Do it, Do it, Do it,  Do it,  Do it,  Do it

You said i was perfect
The perfect person for you
But the you go and say your not for me
I cant go a day without talking to you
But i know you not talking to me
Couldent effect you
At all

I belived you where for me
That you where the only one for me
I thought to myself
I would have waited for you
And probley miss a chance that was better then you could
Ever be to me

I wish i could be the pretty girl
The outgoing one
The one that everybody loves and knows
The one everyone wants to date
The girl everybody wants to hang out with
But no
Im not the pretty girl
Im the shy one
The girl that barley anybody loves or know
The girl that boys dont want to date
The girl that no one wants to hang out with
Im me
Sadly
Im me