I never knew this quest was my
final test.
.
My eyes burn, but i can see
through all these cloudy
                                       skys
                                            that
                                              scream
                                                   misery.

I locked my brain inside
and threw away the key
into a river
               bend
                    that
                        was an
                           ocean deep.

We never enter the future
we never exit the past.

There is only the moment
eternal, infinite, vast.

It is One, it is All
beyond time and space.

It is not a secret to state:
It awareness that creates

Not the sensory pleasures
indulged by your physical self.

That is the illusion
that keeps you in your cell.

You are not what you experience
We suffer in this hell.

Because we fail to see the truth
that only wise men tell.

Through suffering
lessons are shown.

In reflection
all is known.

Through perception
the One is reborn.

But even if I had hands and feet
even if I awoke from a dream.

from birth to death
although I have grown.

Without consciousness
all would be unknown.

It damages your mind
it takes up all your extra time.
How would you live without it?
If you couldn't I wouldn't doubt it.

Staring at a screen
until your conscience screams.
It started with one look
and now your hook.

Why don't you change your nook?
and go read a book?
your a pawn not a rook
for some corporate crook.

Breaking down on the inside
Running start before the leap

To go back where we started
As strangers, again we meet 

We once again walk down that same moon lit street.
I pretend I don't feel anything
 
what I should feel is asleep. 

If you wanna know the truth
You are more than my bestfriend

Because this feeling deep inside 
It doesn't ever seem to end.

It doesn't wander
 doesn't  waver
doesn't dry out
doesn't bend

 I know I will die with this connection
I hope by then your heart I will mend.

I thought maybe not in this life
 but maybe in the next 

We could be lovers, Reunited
On the street where we first met

But I guess it couldn't wait that long 
I hardly can protest 

Cause what I learn from you is always worth the mess.

I am forever grateful
For God shares his heart with me

And I will share it with the world
Through His love, I will give them new eyes to see

 Free from fear, free from pain 
I will **** the venom out of their veins

With the grace of god
I will heal this place 

With gods grace
all the troubles of this world I will face

And never will I feel misplaced
never will I loose my faith

As I walk this path of grace.

I am sure our future is engraved 
on the palm our hands

Our fate was made
 before we could understand 

So as long as I'm living 
under His plan

 It's safe to say
Tomorrow we will meet again. 

Our sacred bond
A gift from a friend

I am grateful
And I will give all I can

 Because through sharing 
Our hearts will mend

To all the universe
Peace I will send

For with you I learn
A love that has no end

If I should loose myself
Let me loose myself in You.

Let me fall into your embrace
Clouds of light so impossibly soft and pure

Lost in the infinite love that you are.

Let me loose myself in you
So I can know true compassion

So I shall never underestimate your wisdom
So I could never stray from your path

Even if the devil himself sparked the desire.

Let me conquer the Joy that is You
Your natural state is joy!

I find joy through you

For you let me In
And now I can't find a way out

And I don't want to.

I want to be lost in the mind of god
I want to be lost in the spirit of god
I want to be lost in the soul of god
Of the heart of god
Of the bones of god
in the hands, feet and nose of god
The eyes of god
To be the eyes of god
not just see through the eyes of god
But to BE the eyes for god.
so then I could rightfully be the mind of god
The spirit of god
The soul of god

Gods higher self.