Surface bodies

scream your heart out with me
Preferably on a cliff above a body of water
But then again anywhere

A.m

I wasn't nervous
My cells were very calm
Very safe
Warm
And they loved me right then
& I wondered

I'm so tried
I wouldn't be so tired if my body lost it's shape & I became apart of something not so solid
Not so definite

Where I don't have a mouth to trip over the chopped up reasons why

In that one word she screamed for twenty minutes

My ***** hands are shaking
Trying to hand myself to the humans that broke

I don't know if I have the luxury of crying tears
Maybe that's why they're not there
I'm just here feelings stuck between my inside and my outside and I want to scream
Oh I want to scream
I want someone to know me
I want someone who's words feel like they haven't said them to 25 different people
When my words don't filter through their heads into a language they don't understand

I love when a person is singing so passionately and so raw that it sounds like they are tearing up a piece of sandpaper in their stomach.

I just want to be loved right now
Please

Potential

Written November 2013 I think.
It's crazy though
Everything we don't know and all the wonders that you feel in the pit of your stomach. Just happy to be alive. I've never felt this before. I don't know what happened. I love how people fall in love. I think maybe this happens when you start to care less about yourself. I wanna be a walking, living , dancing work/ piece of art. The kind that touches the hearts of people. I don't know quite how yet but I will and I'm excited to figure it out. I love music. I think it has my heart. I think it's music that has formed me in a sense. Certain moments in a song make me feel like I truly am flying. It's so beautiful. It's so powerful. Little things just make me light up. I don't know what's happening but I love it. I guess it's a complete an utter passion for life and I know it's going to go up and down and everywhere and everything.

A.m

I love you, I love all of you. But I don't need you, I don't.

I have never in my life belonged to anything

I carry myself with my own arms
And walk with my own legs
At almost all times
Today they spoke of someone "coming to get you"
And I don't need someone to come and get me
But I cried

My dear you're heart is probably the most precious thing I have ever encountered
Thank you very much

A.m

The greatest beauty goes unnoticed.

I love the world, I truly do

You don't have a soul
You are a soul
You have a body