Things i have already been through, i am going through over and over again.
Same things i didn't want i am facing again.
I cry and  cry but it doesn't mean nothing to you.
but soon you will see what this woman can do.
i sense the difference in your voice, your smell and everything that has to relate to you and the thing that hurt  me was the fact that i felt all of this proof, but  but now i do.

I tried my best to be all the woman for you.
But you cant be the man for me.
i stay at home and look after our kid plus take on my continuation of my education. i not even have time for myself.
but now i will make time and start living for me.

Who are we to say we didnt want you to go? Taking the best… only the good lord know.you wasn't perfect but you were soon to be.greatness in you is what i use to see.

So proud of your achievements and your many awards.seeing you get so far.still brings joy to my heart.god knows why.he knew he had a gift in you. And this is the reason we all loved  
you too.You turned every bad situation into a good one.you motivated me to get my education.i still shed some tears in heavy moments but they quickly dissappear when i remember you as i know you.it gives me a sense of relief that your not crying and suffering no more but that you are in a better place looking down on us protecting and guiding us.

It seems so sudden you left without saying good bye.but we both know that goodbye would have been replace with later  girl.with a heart and mind like you you could of changed the world.

Although its been hard for us to adjust in loosing a beautiful girl like you especially the way you use to be to people.every time i think about you i feel that absents of your laughter.smiles.jokes and fun times.the way you danced and clown people and surely have a good time.

they sit beside you and claim they are your friend.
they promised to stick beside you until the end.
in front of your face they paint this picture of having your back.
but in their minds their in your face ready to attack.

jealousy and hatred is the main factor.
fake friends, fr-enemy, some poetic actor.
distracted by the way you carry your poise.
wanting to be me is most defiantly the right choice.

how stupid they look when they try to friend me.
even though they have no good intentions towards me.