You keep staring from one corner of the table at him,
Wishing you never stop staring,
If he glances at you
You look somewhere else,

But if you Stare too much
You will maybe fall in love,
But will you fall in love with his appearance or his heart,
You keep wondering are u in love or it’s just a game in your mind,

Will you fall in love with a perfect guy,
Or the guy who is always beside you and is there to listen to your dreams or jumping from a cliff,
U wonder and wonder
But end up liking him and you don’t know how to handle cause your in love.  

alima

I talk about him everyday,
Spend my day with him
Go crazy with him
Ready to go for a ride and don’t give a **** what happens
Cause I am with him,

My most closest friends going blue
Feeling I will forget them and thinking I
Don’t give a **** about them,
Deep inside I care for both

I cry and sit under my table shattered into pieces,
Remembering all memories with them
But never thought we were making memories which will always stay.

Something pulls me behind,
Guilt which come but goes because you trust yourself
More than anyone.

You wanna run and try to fade all
Memories which you have stuck in your head,
But you know you will miss them cause they
Were a part of you.

You wish they were ash of fire
Which you blow and goes away,
Never comes back or return
You miss both sides.

you can't have it all
but you want it,
you see it with someonelse and wish it was you inplace of her
and never letting it go from your arms holding it tight.

you get shatterd and cry behind walls
but you try to run from it and not face the truth
cause you think you will shatter into small pecies which will hurt you deep inside.

so you move on
try not giving a **** but inside you were
slowly killing yourself.


- alima