I'm lost in your gaze...
the sun could not compare,
to the flame in your golden orbs.

Striking,
the flames lick at the emerald leaves,
swirling together,
stealing my heart,
peering into my soul.

I lose myself in the swirling colors;
that make up my love.

Walk away.
Just go, don't look back.
Nothing here will be the same,
nothing here is how you left it.

You were gone for too long,
things have changed.
I won't bend over backwards,
trying to please you.

Not anymore.

Just walk away.

Wipe the pain away,
and don't lose your will to fight,
you will be just fine.

We've been watching the clocks collapse,
watching time slip away so fast.
I don't know how much time must pass,
before the scars heal at last.

The pitter-patter of tiny tears,
clearly showing all your fears,
dancing on your cheeks at night,
I see it in the moonlight.

I don't know how to help you now,
you have gotten lost somehow.
It seems that you're too far away,
for me to help you live today.

I know you think you're so alone,
you're screaming but there's no one home,
but I'll be there for you, I swear,
I'll help you out of your despair.

Lost in a time so cruel and vile,
I've tasted the sting of your razor blade smile.
Crawling across my skin like a snake,
I need the pain to keep me awake...

Because I know, if I dream tonight,
All my thoughts, they will ignite.
I don't know if I'll be alright,
but I still have the will to fight.

Look me in the eyes,
say that you won't let me go,
we are forever.

I feel my body losing control.
I'm losing sight of who I am.
I know what I'm becoming.
I've been here before.

I need to get away from the feeling;
the intense despair of being,
so, completely and utterly
alone.

I'm not alone anymore.
Why do I feel like this?
The waves of intense agony,
flowing through my system,
through the hole you left in my heart.

But the hole is slowly filling,
no matter how many times I lapse.
Because I know someone is there,
When I feel like I'll collapse.

Just recounting the tales,
of my hardships,
my loss, my love.
Has opened the hole again;
for new pain to flush out my system,
of the happy memories I'm trying to make.

I'm trying.
So hard.
To let you go.

I don't know who you are anymore.
That's why it hurts so much,
I thought you were my friend.

But instead,
you pulled me into the deep end,
and let me go.
Knowing I was unable to swim.

I kicked until I had no energy.
I screamed until my lungs were numb.
And still you just watched in cruel delight,
waiting for me to sink to the bottom.

But you don't know me anymore.

Pulled from the deep,
the day that I found you.
Pulled from the deep,
the day that our love grew.
Pulled from the deep,
but my past will not undo.

But I know I can escape the pain.
With your arms there to shield me,
I won't hurt again.

(This was just kind of something new I was trying...just kinda writing down the things going on in my head without really planning it out. Feedback? Opinions?)