He has a dark perception
He opens his eyes to a new kind of sadness
staring off into the infinite darkness known as time
Known as life

He looks into my heart and sees my deepest fears
he looks through his reflection
he does not see a man
he sees a monster

He barley ever smiles but when he does its out of love
I have seen him look at her and felt a deep envy
I would love to have his attention
as she ignores him constantly

If only I had told you what you meant to me.
Now You are gone and I am lost.
Looking for someone as special as you.

If only I could go back and fix all my mistakes
But my mistakes can not be fixed
I can not go back to fix what has been done
For life is built on mistakes

If only I could replay the good times and delete the bad
But it's only natural to have some bad days
It's what makes us human

If only I had lost my dear friend sooner
For it may have hurt me less
But all people go their separate ways eventually
For that's what life is about

If only I hadn't been so anxious to grow up.
But all children are.
For It is only a human desire.

If only I had run away and left my cares behind.
But the world is a treacherous place and I would never make it.
we would all like to live a new life.

If only I had ended it a long long time ago.
But my time has not yet come.
it is only natural to feel depressed and lost.

If only you hadn't left me
But you now live a better life above the stars themselves.
It is a natural darkness that will one day consume us all.