And I hope you think of the good and 
not only the bad
And remember the perfect peices we had
Never not you will I ever forget
Your my first love, the one I'll never regret
I ache and I tremble when I look into your eyes
You can't see my true feelings I'm good at disguise 
Not a word do you hear leave my lips
But inside my  hearts screaming and having a fit
Now I know I did this to our love 
I was just scared and immature when push comes to shove 
I'll never have the guts to attempt it again
But somewhere in my soul I feel like it's not the end
It is easy to be mad
And I know it hurts to be sad 
Will we ever find peace
Will the bitterness decease
No not to eachother are we going to talk 
we'll wait until our souls form to rock
And then we won't  feel our feelings anymore
see right now they hurt too much for us to explore
I mean it when I say I just want you to be  happy
I'm not trying to being cliche or trying to be sappy
Please don't rub your next love in my face
Despite your anger, I pray you handle it with grace
I know It doesn't make sense to you how I am going on
But loves not concrete, there's no sure right or wrong