I could be a godess and you

you could be there.

you could watch me drink too much and dance under the moon and her children.

the grass would be wet and cold

my head would be spinning

our hearts would be pounding.

my foot would slip

you could catch me.

and drunk as we are

off youth and cheap beer

we could look at each other

and forget

the hatred we've buried each other in

and the love we swore we left behind

and we could just

move into each other.

but that would only last a second

or a minute

or the night.

when the sun came up

heads would be pounding

and you would be full of regret

and I would be full of sadness

and we'd both go back

to pretending we don't love each other.

so maybe

I'll stay away

and you

you will keep forgetting me.

Where is The Heavenly Father?
As fire burns. Acid smoke fills lungs.
Screams of terror, hearts pounding. What did we do to deserve this?
Escape, we must find a way.
Run down stairs, fillled with dark clouds.
Glistening metal in the sun, but something's not right.
They rush to the site, full of fear and courage,
running in, without thought,
we have to save them. Deafening explosions,
everywhere, drop to the floor and crawl.
Who could be so evil, who could do this.
Why? overhear the laughter of The Prince of Devils.
We're coming, we can hear your crys,
what can we do? Despair and dread start to fill us.
But we can't give up, inside there lays fathers,
children, wives, aunts,
they are all loved. They are all lost.
Two great kings fall. Stop as the rains pour down.

She likes cars.

I forget that she likes me.

She laughs.

I forget the feeling of sadness.

We kiss.

I forget the world outside of us exists.

Her hand is wrapped in my hair.

I forget that we are two separate people.

We break away and she smiles.

My heart forgets to beat.

She loves me.

*I forget that I love her, too.

soft lips

on softer skin.

you smile,

you’re nervous,

so am I.

if we only knew;

this was the last of new memories.

the curve of your ribs,

the dimples on your lower back.

perfect.

my breath,

is taken away.

I shiver

as you touch my skin

and goosebumps appear.

you get closer

as I get closer

and now

we’re closer

than anyone could be.

glistening foreheads

and heaving chests.

we lie,

in silence,

in each other.

enveloped in love.

love we’ve made,

love we feel.

love we’re losing.

we just don’t know it yet.

and now

I’m lost

without you

in me

without

you’re love

in me