What deed did i breath?
For what i am to beileve.
I did nothing wrong
but it seems i cant stay strong.
Its been to long
but life is to short.
Can i abort
from what my fate has erupted.
But will it be rude to interrupt
what is play to be disrupt.
I am walking on thin glass
but i will show no class.
I feel like an escapee
that needed to be free.
From Jail
to bail.
I drag my nails
against the rusty rail.
I feel the blood
becoming more like a flood.
As i am empty out
all my doubt.

Do you hear the rain
cracking against my window?
The stormy clouds
that cover my mind.
The antidepressants
all over the counter.
I lost what i used to know
the feeling of enjoyment
that use to brighten my day.
My friends
i knew and love
that walk out in my life.
The lover i trust
who pack his bags and left.
I trap in my own room
the walls are closing in.
Feeling like…
i'm trap in a box.
No one is here
to smooth my troubles.
No one is here
to hear my cries.
No one is here…
to tell me…
i will stay here
and watch you
till you crawl toward me.
Tears flowing from your eyes
as i have open arms
to cradle you in
and say the right words to you.
I sit here
staring at the window
wondering…
where did everything go.

The marks on my arms
the needle in my hand.
The ugly stabs
that was on the tip.
I must hide away
I must fade somewhere.
The rules i must exceed
to be perfect.
In the eyes of others
i’m coated with make up
the long sleeves i wear
i hide no cuts.
The poison i inject
in my body
it is not drugs
that wears out my body
that flows in my veins
as it crease into my body.
I didn’t pass out from the needles
it was what i had become
it was the need to be perfect
It was the need from the needles.
I must say…
i crave needles and perfection.

There's many people
out in this small world.
Many people are fighting
and others were dying.
But you know.
i feel worthless.
There are things
that i wouldn't be able to do.
I can't go out there and hold a gun
help fight the war our country has endure.
I can't help heal everyone out there
and stop them from dying.
Do you know how i feel?
Not being able to achieve one thing.
I hate myself
not going out in the world and help.
As this world gets smaller
and everything coming together.
Maybe...
i should be hide in the dark.

If you don't like tears,
why must you make me cry.
I barely can see a thing
and this is your excuse!
You make me sick to the pit of mine stomach
I cant stand that look on your face
Why don't you open your eyes and see what you had cause.
If this song was meant for me to cry,
then you mind as well stab me repeatedly.
Your mindless games are always your excuse to say sorry
I feel like a fool forgiving you
I mind as well be dead for every apology i had ever receive from you
Your Excuses are *******
Leave me alone
i don't want to see you ever again
i don't need this at all
i rather cry than be with you
all if this...
mind as well be erase
i regret every time i gave you a chance
I regret for ever dating you
I even regret ever going out with you
Your excuses make me go insane
i see why i'm so depress
Your excuse cause my death.

Slowly...
i had to crawl.
My weak arms
the sounding of alarms.
The hot ground
burning my hands.
I can feel the fan
as i reach for it.
The blisters
are like horrible sores.
I can see the people
stare me down.
I can see...
no hands reaching for me.
The sounds of whispering
the sounds of the alarms.
They are loud
against my fragile ears.
I can;t crawl faster
i can feel the blood
dripping from my knees.
All i want...
is to stand again.
To see
a helping hand
call out to me.
But all i see...
is the emptiness
of being alone in this world.

Stop stabbing me
I'm sorry if i did wrong
My tears hurt
That pain cries
for attention
My eyes are red
Quit this horrible crime
This hurts enough already
STOP LOOKING AT ME
I'm sorry i'm that ugly
Sell me to the streets
if you must
Stop this pain
Its like hot water
spilled on my back
Please i beg you
I'm trying my best
If you leave me alone
I could just die
in my own blood
I'm just...
sorry