Do you remember when we sat on my roof and watched the stars?
I wish that I didn't remember that.

Do you remember the time you told me you loved me?
I was an idiot for trusting you.

Do you remember the time you left me?
I remember it all too clearly.

As I sit here, watching the sun set,
I can't help the flow of memories that come to haunt me.
I can't help but think of the times we watched the sun set together.
I used to be sad every time I sat on this roof,
But now, it is the safest place for me.

Where's the fairness in life now?
I loved you,
But you never loved me.
I needed you,
But you said "*******."

When this poem ends and is posted,
I will be gone.
When you feel my absence
Listen to the wind and hear my laughter.
Look up at the stars and know that I am happy.
When you feel the sun on your back know that I am there.
When you feel peaceful know that I am watching you.
When you feel like flying know that I am lending you wings.
Listen and you will hear my voice.
Look around and you will see me in everyday objects.

I will never truly leave.
So when you feel my absence
Listen
Look
And feel.

All I was to you was a
Mistake.
I know that now.
And now,
I'm broken.
A broken mistake.
You were right.
I am a
Mistake.

If you try to love me,
I will wind up hurting you.
Not on purpose,
But on accident.

If you could love me,
I would drive you crazy
Because I am crazy myself
And madness is contagious.

I wanted a guy who would finally say
I love you
And actually mean it.

I thought that you were that guy.