Breaths heavy like the rocks that plummet in your gut.
Unfaltering, uncompromising
Hard like difficulty like it is loving someone like it is letting go like it is digesting rocks
Because rocks aren't meant for your gut
So it's hard
Loving someone isn't meant for letting go
So it's never easy.
Let's be easy like apples pies, no, bean pies because those are more rare
Easy like falling without fear because you have someone to hold on to.

Idk if that's a good thing or bad thing, but we gone make every day count when we're together when I get back. Promise*

It's scary that after a month I get so anxious to not be next to you. What's worse is a month is going to turn to five. Can we make these days count forever? Love me as if you never knew how to love someone else. As if waiting is the only possible option you have because nothing else feels quite the same,

...because that's how I feel about you.

So if you ever feel like you're in this alone, remember there's someone in South America that feels just as alone as you.

For a few minutes he just stares in silence, I stare back.
Wondering what he's thinking
As I think and overthink about the eagerness that swells in my belly when he stares into my heart. Hoping he won't read what I'm writing in my head. Don't stop staring.

i really don't feel like talking to anyone but you.
Just make that stare last forever.

Noches como estas son las razones me encanta estar a mi casa. No gritando ni discutiendo, no.  La calma de una rutina que ha sido la misma por años, hasta que ser una niña. Necesité esto antes de yo salir para argentina. Necesito noches como estos para recordarme de todas las personas y qué bendiciones ofrecen el mundo. Para darme inspiración y fuerza a hacerme la persona soy destinada volver. Una pieza de la casa siempre en mi mente.

They'll knock your love down
And try to smear it out.
Ignore its prescence and neglect the joy it gives you
They'll always remember when you were down and out
Never curious if love ever pulled you back up
Your love will be mocked and forgotten and taken lightly

Luckily my love is mine and only needs to be understood by me.

In the bishops sermon he preached of inspiration in various things.
I found it in a Cali boy that was hesitant in loving me.
He taught me patience.
I taught him not to be afraid.
Inspired that even the girl that couldn't be tamed can find love with a straight and narrow.
And he can love her for all she's done
And she can love him for all he doesn't
*you don't need no one else

I am so thankful.

Jesus I'll never forget what you've done for me.
Jesus I'll never forget how you set me free.
Jesus I'll never forget how you brought me out.
Jesus I'll never forget. No never.

I am living proof that his love is unconditional.