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Alexandria Merle Dec 2014
2am
Because your the one I think about at 2am when I lay here by myself with my thoughts only to me where nobody can take them away or barge into my mind without asking. I sit here and think of what it could be. What I would be doing right now with you not anyone else because no one else matters at 2am except for you.
our relationship was built poetically
allowing our deepest thoughts to tear us apart
for I was fragile you touched my soul gently
in hope to save ourselves from future part
together enduring a graveled road
a chance for love was rather difficult
the opportunities came in quite a load
all that failed was at my fault
though your absence was my only fear
I opened the door that let you walk
now glancing back into the mirror
they were my mistakes that you would mock
my love for you has grown to be
more than just a poetic melody
Alexandria Merle Dec 2014
I need you.
Here.
Now.
I crave your exsistance.
Desperate for change,
Yet I need things to stay the same.
I want to hear your voice,
Because the ones in my head
Are gaining control.
Leaving me vulnerable.
"Quit."
They say.
But I can't.
I'm afraid.
Afraid of what's to come,
And somewhat afraid of you.
Because you know me.
You know everything.
Every secret.
Every thought I think but never say aloud...you know.
It scares me, because you may understand me more than I understand myself.

- A.M.
Alexandria Merle Nov 2014
A locked glance down the hallway.

That's all I need to fall in love with you again.

But I won't.

For a love like that again is to be a vague memory yet, it feels like it happened yesterday.

Opened wounds still left for you to infect.

I give you my shattered heart and mind, only to crush it a little more.

So no I will not let your memory linger into my brain, but just know that I will never forget.
Alexandria Merle Nov 2014
If I went back time
and changed our fate             
would I still be your friend
or someone you hate


would the memories be gone
as well as the jokes
what if you moved on
and this was all a hoax

so here I am
asking for an answer
If I went back in time
and changed our fate

would I still be your sister
or someone you hate

— The End —