Had a dream you were ugly
yet I wanted you just the same
saw you in a different light
further than ever
still so close
Had a dream you were ugly
yet I loved you just the same

ears ring
throat sore
yet I'm pushing, you're pushing,
we're pushing
in hopes that someday
it'll be worth
the roar

look at you
complaining
angry about everything
yet everything you speak of
is what **you are

lazy love it was
as we for hours laid motionless
together
naked
naked of fear
naked of care
yet fully clothed in love
the only clothes I ever wanted to wear
were **yours

What if I was what I wasn't
lying awake sweating
after waking up from a dream
one which actually maybe                                                 Reality
that's hard to swallow
because what if I was what I wasn't
what if I like what I'm not
meant
to like
What if I was me
liking what I'm not meant to be