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1.4k · Nov 2017
Poor God
Something must be mislaid
Or things aren't this way before,
nothing is able to excite thy soul
nor can I anymore trust thy heart,

The way thy mind is growing up
The things thy consciousness meditate upon
Are but way far from everything real,

How do I deal now?
Thy sun ain't shining,
Thy sky is void,

I have seen people dying and
suffering and screaming
O poor God, why we while the fault is  yours ?
670 · Aug 2017
Imprison me
Imprison me
For I had performed some vilest sin
Not burn this rapacious body
but gulp every last piece
and **** over your kempt mouth

And not incarcerate my soul
You vow me this

I beseech you lord
keep my soul in such a state
that even among the ****** of all the goddess it will not be able to touch the thirst within .
444 · Nov 2017
Topsy-Turvy
The love of a mother
for her newborn
is enough to sense
the senselessness of this
absurd world.
385 · Jul 2017
Breathe me
Breathe me
take every part of my body
every inch of my soul
inside you, O empty sky
consume me And complete me

Hold me tight, O little star
take me near
I am so far

My part is over now
See how old are my scars

For last
And i won't ask again
come close to me
look into my eyes
And slowly
And silently
Breathe me

At funeral
Do not burn my heart
Do not burn your laugh
367 · Jul 2017
Your love for him
Your love is like an abyss full of pearls
A noon full of stars
An ode full of serenity
A breath of succor , body of tear
Lost you , Lost I

I saw your love, your love for him

Deep inside I am forlorn, so we all are
Like any dragon full of scars
Any boulevard full of thrones
A sip of tea , far a peacock
Broken you , Broken I
364 · Aug 2017
pell-mell
She loves enormously
the very last demeanor of desolate sun,

the way stars undergoes the distance
and all the tussle they had with moon,

She faith not in earth,
not those peeps which appears famish right after having regale,

She wail not at funerals now
for god has whispered truth
and kept her arouse
from seven lethally sleep,

The way she perforated and annihilated his heart,
The way she gave her clangers the name of freedom,
The way she opted the arms of her paramour and made him watch that in the downpour of October,
The way she sheered without any au- revoir and burned him breathing,

he loved anyway,

That night was black
the sky was plenary,
the moon was serene,
under the aged tree,
her hand over his chest, starkers
they were slumbering, commingling two soul,
that was the final night,
that was their final powwow,

After that night ' My mom kept continue the yarn',
there was no her and no he,

Before any toughie comes in my cerebrum she ended it saying ,

"She shot his head
And cut her vein
for they mastered their devotion
they conquered their fate
when they found them under the pines
blood was everything that left "
351 · Jul 2017
I cry for tears
Raindrops fall
through the wall
into the darkness
enter in my room
he smell empty
whispered and gone

To unlock the gate
I wake again
night like a knife
welcome my fears
someone I love
hidden behind curtains

My feet are wet
Shivering my naked body
I scream, loudly
but everyone is asleep
Maybe it's my fault
to wake for a dream

Another sleepless night
I passed alone
Crying for tears
I felt ashamed

A bad nightmare
A half dream
Our reality
Who hurts more ?

I ask to darkness
Who is your friend ?
326 · Jul 2017
Where is my kite ?
I found a tree
A home of bee

On that late night
With my poor kite

I jumped the wall
Escaped the hall

Call and scream
I die in dream

Some passing saint
Just like I paint

Disappeared and gone
And left me alone

I sit beside
Can't even hide

I fear the night
I never fear the night

Stars are light
Where is my kite ?
300 · Jan 2019
Slyvia Plath
I deeply touching
my lips
from inside
out /
and all in
head
and the
rest of heart /
is only
a picture of
Slyvia Plath /
and my
abnormal desire
of holding her /
by her chest /
and choak
her to death /
with a large kiss
on kitchen
stand /
and before
a handsome coffee /
pouring my
already
husband love
for her
276 · Apr 2017
Burning
Lofty trees, far
grown grasses, in between
I looked upon
no birds, no stars , no clouds
Only void welkin
I traipsed, little further
three sluggish miles
*** relaxing, nearby
I looked upon, anew
birds, stars, moon, sun
all were there, frocking
But I was lost, somewhere
I was burning, deadly
And so deeply that I still
Can sense it's fervid in me
271 · Oct 2017
Miles away from home
What a berk I am
full of nothingness
A universe inside my head is burning
And I see no shadow helping

I desire to pass intoxicant
for I feel no other escape

I am abrading my soul
wish I could wail And
Befriend with my death

They are teaching me to stand
And how to talk with neighbors
For this might be their home
But I do not feel this as my querencia

At least there will be something
I hope after my breath
250 · Jul 2017
If
If
If I had a choice I would end up loving thee And not knowing thyself
248 · Apr 2017
Pointless
Let me die little younger
Is there any shame ?
For what you do
Is only a part of his insensible game
246 · Jan 2018
Dear friend,
How strange it is that every time I lit up my cigarette I become the one who burn more deeper and longer,

My cigarettes into ashes
But I remain the same,

I remain with my sadness,

Is there any way to **** your feelings before killing yourself?
243 · Oct 2018
My dear,
Do me a favour

Bring me my death

And a pack of cigarette
238 · Oct 2018
My dear,
In spite of everything
I sit all day
In a corner
unaware in a room
With spiders above my head  

And Unknowingly boredom settles in

Well down
My soul scream at extreme
The ghost are no ghost no more

I is the darkest

And the worst part

The car is empty petrol tank
The cafe is far to go
And the lungs are yet to feed
237 · Apr 2017
Tragedy
Who I was ?
Where this life brought me ?
Tragedy, Only tragedy .
233 · Jul 2018
Darling's lips
10PM
And I am all dead
And I wonder
What will remain in me to die when I really die
Like humans do
Maybe the day of my death
Will Only belong to dry woods
And tears of my lovers
Only if they can find my body

But I never wish
I not desire

I would love to disappear
And I let every individual to choose my date of death

I am not here

Keep me alive
Cry me dead

You are free
I don't own you
And nobody do

But tonight
I say to me
I am the owner of my darling's lips
Yeah
Yeah

Come
And in bundles
In bags
In packets
Send me kisses
And don't count

For whatever can get counted
Is not for me

Don't count
Don't count
232 · Aug 2018
My dear,
I wish you here

A pure magic is happening

I am still alive.......
224 · Jul 2017
Screaming My Soul
I must go now

Where there are mountains, trees, river, birds, books, music, freedom, silence And love

Where I will dance in the silence of wilderness,
And will laugh with freedom

Where I will cry at the top of the mountain,
And will hide in the river

What else if not music, books, Art, freedom, peace And love ?
221 · Jul 2017
We fall again
I DIE.
I BORN AGAIN.
I CAN'T ESCAPE
IT'S MY HOME.
214 · Nov 2017
Gehenna
Someday you too will
Just like he did

And for the rest
Of what will be rest
You will cry beneath
Lepren's road

The stars above your
Ponderous head will
No longer excites you

Thy beloved soul will
Refuse to recognize you

Just like he did
You will start hating things
Your skin and bones and cells
And everything you think

Do come to me
Lying naked in the dark
With knife over every deep scar
And fresh blood floating in
Every possible part

And just like he did

Come to me
197 · Jul 2017
Where ?
Where is the fire ?
Burn my cigarette
And some desires

Where is the knife ?
Don't cut your mind
It's no sin to find

Where Am I ?
Where is he ?
Erase all the tragedy

— The End —