Tugging against a surface
The swift whispering hallow
Shaken to rehearse this
Each breath, a swallow

Raising unto clouds above
Eyes wide, stars collide
The sky casts over dove

Shattering verses divine
Ill intentions mutant into mine
Battering bones ignites a wind inside
Still overhead appears this silent white wisp

A tender heart lay beaten uneased
May I remain doubtful to claim
The chasm in which I have seized

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

start to the finish
dreams came to diminish
maybe today was done well
and these angel's spell made demons repel
but still I'm at the bottom
I came asking for the tools
now I got 'em

the next sunrise shadows my days
it whispers and wallows distinctly in praise
my days and nights swallow my sin
just as my hopes that seize to begin

sensual springs ****** to a drought
leave me standing in fear and doubt
refusing to accept the stain on earth
no measure was weighed
not even at birth

I read you this note I have to bare
that is only real when spoken unsaid
so you'll have no words to mutter or share
settle your tongue as you take this oath
and save any further words that'll **** us both

All Rights Reserved

I looked
I saw something above the clouds
Eyes glazed
I found all I was looking for

Whoa it seems that I have found new hope
Whoa I feels as if I turned around this *****

Gracefully
Something sunk into my pores
I don't mind
It simply soothes my sores

Whoa a Oh
The water flows
Whoa a Oh
It flows

I reached
I touched the oxygen
Blood rose
It all went to my head
And all the people fled

Whoa my faith, it's questioned once again
Whoa so I've had enough
Someone else please answer whenever I say when

Merciless
The atmosphere crumbled down
So pointless
Why be the last to frown?

Whoa a Oh
But water flows
Whoa a Oh
It flows

Every time I reach out
I have my hand smacked
Spare me frustration
And prove the fact

You've walked away before
You disappeared into thick air
Leaving me blinded in pain
And I'm still in despair

At first you were real
Now your just a phony
I'm sick of the lies
So cut the baloney

Stop feeding the addiction
Get your head on straight
I want my friend back
And I don't wanna wait

You fell victim to a horrid curse
Friend or foe, I don't know whats worse
Remember to park before you reverse

In the deepest darkness
I've been spotted by the white beast
Then I decided anger is a dead end
All the air in my balloon has been released

I walk around bare skinned
Careless to my bleeding wounds
Sat nights on end
Seeking out new moons

You just throw it all away
When we could be expanding
Bleached out the paint
And left me, the last clown standing

You cut the barrier down
You came crashed through my walls again
Screaming secrets through the code of men

This time you went straight for the scars
Every word digs deeper
Forcing me weaker
Your my grim reaper

When I look to the sky
These angels pity flow through the stars
They stay locked behind cold bars

I hold my tongue behind my teeth
How much more could your anger seep?
My heart cracks and tears before I sleep
Falling deaf as my soul weeps

Yet you walk away unharmed
Keeping me torn and fully alarmed
Spitting out dust to make me choke
Taking more from me? I'm broke

I've been crushed

Again failing to hold the truth
That you kept from me in youth

Now that you've had your fun
Leave me alone
What's done is done
It's a nightmare to be your son

With myself, I'm disgusted again
I walk away from my evil doings
Afraid to hear screams as I stare in the darkness

Then again, it might be my fears that I scare
A mutual fear, I ponder
Then finding a deep peace inside

My actions take ease and slow
My lungs prove themselves strong and young

Body, mind, heart, and soul
Wound together, singing a tune
Not a blink is taken for granted

But just one fear stands everlasting
To lose my peace,
My happiness,
My love

That, I trust in God
He will not strip me from my joys

With all of me
I am forever thankful
For the gifts
Both good and bad

For each stone thrown
I hold my own
Accepting the chips taken off my shoulder
I am what life gives me