deciding what to do, knowing what do, it is all so complicated, i dont know wehre life is taking me and i dont know wher i want life to take me, i want joy but all i get is deception, how do i decide what path to take, what choices to make when all odds are against, when everyone is against my choices, how do you know right from wrong, blue from purple, life from death, how do you decide what you mean to others, what they mean to you, what anything means, how do you know you love someone or youhate someone, how do you know if you love yourself, or if you should slowly break yourself down, how do you know??

i run through the field
lost in dreams
a little bunny tells me to follow him
i see my self falling into emptyness
i find myself in a  new world with strange creatures
i question myself
why am i here
what is here
why i dont know how the strange creatures are but i know they need me
what says i need to help them
i run
they look for me
she doesnt want me
i find myself lost in a world of dreams and despair
how do i escape
my tears and fears lead me no where
maybe this is my end or is this my beginning
i can save all or lose myself in pain
it is up to me to decide
but up to them to know

tell me story
about the little girl and the broken heart
tell me the story
about the girl who wasted tears
tell me story
about the girl who saw it all
tell me a story about the girl who saw him do it over and over again
tell me the story
about the girl who saw the monster leave
tell me the story
about the girl with the broken dreams
tell me the story
about the girl who saw no hope
tell me the story
about the girl who had no escape
tell me the story
about the girl with the shattered life

allow for youself to fall in love, fall for the smiles, the laughs, the kindness
allow for yourself to get lost and stumble and fall because sometimes we all need a little heartbreak